Friday, December 18, 2009

It's almost midnight

Since it's not midnight when i'm making this post i guess it doesn't qualify for a 'midnight madness' post. Oh well. I finished all my finals and in the next twelve to twenty hours, i'll be back home either sleeping or playing Tales of Symphonia: Dawn of New World, because my brother is a jerk and got the game AFTER i left for college. I'll beat it within three weeks and call it good. Wut? Did you guys expect me to say anything exciting?

Okay, for your enjoyment, I found the Bob and George webcomic and they're pretty funny with thier running gags and rather dumb jokes. This is my personal favorite strip, I'm sure most of you find this to be rather hilarious. wut....
The webcomic itself stopped running a few years back. Oh well, I guess the author of the webcomic decided there was better things to do than to sit and sprite webcomics.

I just got into this new MMO, called Neo Steam, why did i decide on this one? Atlus. Quite the fan of Atlus if you ask me. The Ogre Battle/Tactics Ogre series are amazing. Huge fan of those games. Persona games, simply amazing, still havent gone around to finishing the first one though. I'll get to it once i'm supremely bored of everything else which will probably be very soon knowing me. But there's one thing that's dumb about this MMO, it's that my antivirus thinks that the security of the client is a virus! So it terminates the program. And i can't load up the instance without loading the client cause if i try, it simply says to start the game through the client. What a load of bull. My anti virus really hates me. I just need it to connect to the hartwick internet though. Once I get home, I'll just disable it. What can it do? attempt to enable itself on me?

Right now i'm stuck in my dorm waiting for my ride to come and pick me up for the six to eight hour long drive. I'm probably going to sleep my entire ride home, or at least, most of it. That way I can get up from sleep once i arrive and video games and bother the living life outta my brothers.  Hopefully I already packed up everything i need for the three weeks i'm gone and once I come back for J-Term, I'll remember to bring moar clothes and long sleeve shirts. and moar clothes. Like the shirts that I was planning on bringing but forgot to. I was so sad when I found that out.

If I'm at all awake and can't get to sleep on the ride home, I'll just open my laptop and start writing on the eternal. The Bob and George webcomic have given me quite some ideas on some of the new characters that I might create. Who will these characters be? I have no idea, and even if I do, these characters probably won't flourish for a very long time, and by flourish, I mean getting around to even considering th existsance and role this character MIGHT have in the storyline.

Well, that's all I have for now, ten minutes to midnight, ah, what the heck, it's midnight madness for all i care. Well, i'm done with today's post. I'll probably make a post some other time during my break. untill then, see you guys around.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Midnight Madness III

I just came back from the midnight madness that my college was hosting. I got finals tomorrow at 4pm, but it's psychology, so no study needed. Should be easy ace for me. I really just don't care anymore. I hope I can do whatever I can to just do whatever I can to get through this last week.

ARRGHH! TAKE THIS!! RAGING TRIFECTA BLOW!!! *combo link!* RAGING QUADRUPLE BLOW!!!! *Chain Combo!!* RAGING FINISH!!!! * Transcendant Skill Link!* GLACIER FIST!!!!! *Ascend Chain!* CHAIN CRUSH COMBO!!!!! *Finishing Link!* EXTREMITY ASHURA FIST!!!!!!!!

...now that sounds way more better than just 'Lethal Goldfish Spirit'. Champs for the win. I'm addicted to Ro now. I tried a new server called HeRO, and so far i have a lvl 40 mage. Brings back memories. I remember running around glast heim spamming soul strike and then dying and waiting for a priest to come by and res me. But, i'm different now, don't  get me wrong, I still think Soul Strike is the best spell in game. It's just fire wall works better on the undead. I should go back on aRo. My lvl 98 high priest, All Star, but everyone's gone, everyone but Jinya. Aye, I do miss them all. But times are changing. I need to do something new.

the drugs began to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer....

The times when i was lost and depressed from the awful truth...

Aye, SilverStein, for you guys. That's part of the lyrics to one of thier songs and I'm listening to it right now. Amazing stuff, although it's quite emo though. I try to ignore that fact unless i'm really down. But that's not me right now.  Maybe later.

I just want tomorrow to come. I just want to be able to accomplish what I set out to do. Tomorrow, I'll try once more. Maybe i'll be able to pull it off, just don't mess this up, this is different from last year, last year is different from this year. I know it. It's different from all the years. This is College.

Which goes to remind me. I started playing Atlantica Online again. After like a 5 month burnout i'm back. With a Spartan this time. I really should stop talking about video games, it's probably drawing away readers. For you SMBC readers out there: How can i get more readers? Philosophical observation? Mathematics? Naked Female Superheroes? One of those...

Well I already made a wall of text again. I started on the Eternal once more. The title of the chapter is 'The Tobleronist', coined by me. It's a comedy skit compared to the gore and blood we saw on chpt.1 and the storyline telling of chpt. 3-4, and the tragic romance in chpt.5, wow this story mearly has it all. Horror, storyline, tragedy,  romance, comedy, all we need now is for me to actually work on it. Maybe over break. Yeah, that'd be great. I should do that. Then maybe Tao'll finally get somewhere. Aye, I feel like I can do alot with Tao, I mean after all, Tao is made in the image of me. There's no better person for me to inpersonate than myself. Better than my comics in which Max was made out to be a typical rpg hero. That wasn't that great, after I finish the forgotten, I'll go back and revise Legends of Destiny and maybe if i'm lucky enough with blogspot, I can make a mini webcomic here on another blog of mine.

Wow it's 2 am right now, I spent an hour typing this. hopefully this'll make up for all the blog posts i missed. Either way, tired like a freshman coming out of a linear algebra course, I better get some rest for tomorrow, even though it's just psych. Well, I guess I'll see you guys some time, kay peace.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Midnight Madness II

It's just past midnight. I'm tired and hungry, but I have to get these two research papers done. They're ten to fifteen page long papers. They're also due tomorrow. I finally signed up for some of my classes. I Got into multivariable calculus class, an intro to sociology class, and an intro to psych class. Take a guess as which one's going to be easy and which one's going to be near impossible. my other two classes I signed up for are and Intro Chem class and a 311 creative writing fiction. I need to take an intro to creative writing class to get into the course, but my english professor recommended this class to me and the professor for the course decided to give me a chance of getting in by submitting a work of fiction in.

Appearently one of the guys I hang out with is in the writing center and another one has taken the class before. Now that's luck. Appearently the professor hates fantasy writing so I had to ditch my idea of submitting the intro and the first chapter of -The Eternal-. So I had to come up with some realistic fiction work. Luckily I had written something like that before. Luck, right? It gets better. So I written two pieces, one about an apathetic high school student who dread being there, and a gangster who got caught up in a chase scene. I'll post them here at the end of my post. What i'm doing is i'm gunna try to submit both of them in, and if I can't then i'll just submit in the one about the high school student.

I really think everything really is going to work out now. I know all I need to know now. My life is amazing. It just got tons better, and I can make it even more better. Well, the academics kinda made my life kinda [poop]y. But I can tough it out. Tomorrow, wait, that's today, So, Today, i'll do what i can to finish these [deity][darn]ed papers!

Well, that's it for now, next week's final week, so I probably wont be on here much during that time. Oh well. I mean, after doing 16 essays within the past four days and these two research papers, I'm ready to just call it done. And i'm not exagerating, i'm more like understating the fact. Robert said that I've done more work than he ever did in his entire time here. I feel so sad. But this is kinda what I had coming. I've got to stop procrastinating. Like I am right now. Wow. Well, here's the stories. Read and enjoy!~

-The Differences in our Lives
Another day of high school. I never really liked high school. I can’t seem to get along with everyone else, but I have to go, my mother makes me. Here I am, waiting in front of the bus stop; waiting for the bus to come. Just waiting. It is dead middle of Winter, in the cold city of Portland in the great state of Maine. The temperature is freezing. If I were to spit, the spit would freeze before it hit that ground. I gaze down the streets, looking for the bus. I could barely make out the yellow colored vehicle that just happened to be my bus. I would smile at this point, but I was too cold to actually move my facial muscles.
I step onto the bus. The bus driver, who was a big man of English descent with a decent amount of extra baggage in his fifties and a great beard, looks at me, grunts, and close the door as soon as I get in. Before I even had the chance to get in my seat, the bus starts moving and I nearly lost my balance. It has been like this for about three years now. I settle down into my seat and waited for the bus to arrive at school. The bus kept pulling over to the sidewalk to pick up more students. I knew everyone, but only by name. They all sat down and started conversing on the bus. Everyone but me. I kept waiting; listening to the senseless chatter of the people there. Sometimes they talk openly about what they did last night or about their classes, other times they talk about secretive things that they didn’t want a certain person to know. I didn’t care what they say, but it was a way to kill the time before arriving at school.
I rubbed the condensation on my window so I could see through it. We were getting near school. I put on my backpack and sat up, waiting for the bus to stop. Slowly the bus approached the school, drove into the bus lane and came to a stop. The doors to the bus opened and the students began to file outside of the bus and into the school. I walked out of the bus, into the freezing snow, and looked up at our school. Our school was a three story building with an underground floor. Instead of being made with red bricks, the brick were tanned colored, which I always thought was weird. I hurriedly walked into the school trying to get out of the snow as soon as I can. Upon entering the school, I walked down the hallway, the pinkish and off white tiled flooring. I headed up to the library to do some studying before my classes.
On my way to the library I looked out the window and saw some man being chased by another man. Looks like another chase scene. Suddenly the man who is running after the other man pulls out a gun and starts shooting at the chased. Oh, must be another one of those gangster shootings. I thought to my myself. In this town, there’s these gun fights all the time, I could have gone to a different high school, but I heard that there’s gun fights there too. I guess in the end, I didn’t care and went with whatever my parents wanted me to attend.
I enter the library and I looked around for a good place to sit down. The library had a light-maroon colored carpet and wooden walls that started from the ground to halfway up the wall. The other half was concrete. I found a comfortable corner and I took off my winter jacket and placed it into the corner along with my backpack. I began to go through the books in the library and picked one up. It was titled, ”Economic and Philosophic Manuscripts of 1844” by Karl Marx. I’ve heard the name before but I never really knew what he did. I opened up the book and began reading it. I didn’t seem to care, but at least it helped pass the time.

-Calamity’s Reach
“Bang!” I hear a gunshot from behind me. It is too dangerous on the road. I run down the barely moonlit street, and turn the corner. I stop for a few seconds to catch my breath. “Where’d he go?” I hear a male voice from the distance. They are close. “I think he turned the corner there!” I hear another man speak. I began running again, trying to get away; trying to live long enough to get out of this mess. I don’t know where I was going, all I know is that I have to keep running.
Soon I came upon an old construction site. It is too dark out for me to know where I am going. I could hear the running footsteps rapidly approaching. I have to find a place to hide. I wander around this old place. There are walls and the building itself was almost finished. I ran up to the second floor and I notice that there was no ceiling, since the second floor was not yet finished. As quietly as I can, I entered a room and hid there. It was dark, but the absence of the moonlight in this room made it hard to see.
Why am I being chased by these guys? Well, I was sent by my gang leader to spy on the Shining Monkeys gang to see what they were up to. We were the Spirit Walkers and the Shining Monkeys were our rival gangs and we hated each other. This hatred has stemmed from the break up of the former gang, the Z-Syndicate. The leader of the Z-Syndicate died and there was a struggle for power. The gang broke up into what is now the Spirit Walkers and the Shining Monkeys. They took out both my brothers and put down plenty of our own gang members. I was spying on them, listening on their next plan when I accidentally messed up and activated an alarm.
I heard a ‘bang!’, but this isn’t a gun. They are here, it has to be them. They are kicking down doors and looking in the rooms. I hid behind a desk that was left in a corner of the room. I pull out my Smith & Wesson 9mm semi-auto and I load it. I hid under the desk and I wait. I begin to sweat tremendously. I don’t think I’ll make it out here tonight. I hear my door kick open. My heart begins to pound. The footsteps got closer and closer. I grasp onto my gun tightly. There is at least three of them, I can tell from the footsteps.
I know they are coming. I see legs walk past me. Looks like they passed me. Then I hear a voice “Hey, check under the desk, he might be there!” Damn it! I thought to myself, They got me. I point my gun to where I think the person’s head is going to show up. Le looks under and sees me, I pull the trigger. A loud “Bang!” rang throughout the room. The body drops back and hit the ground. My heart beating, pulsating throughout my body. I know if I stay here, I will die. I crawl out and I hear yelling from the other gangsters. I point and fire in their direction and they fire back. It felt as if sharp burning thorns going into me. “Ah!” I scream in pain. Trying to keep my self together, I back up against the wall and I take aim at the other gangsters and I shoot them down. By now everyone in the building would have heard that gun fight.
I lean against the wall and I slide down to the ground. These spikes of pain that writhe through me. I grab my wounds, I can’t stand the pain. Where did I get shot? I run my left hand down my body. Right here, they got me right in the heart. “Hahah…I messed up.” I say to myself. I keep breathing, trying to stay alive. Despite the fact that I know I can’t. I see two more shadowy figures approach. I hear a voice “This is what you get for messing with the Shining Monkeys!” as the figure pulls something out. I feel something cold and hard up against my head. This is it. I think to myself, Well, at least, I’ll be able to be with my brothers again. Trigger pulls, a loud “BANG” ensued. All went black.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Quick! He just logged on, everyone log off now!

Sorry about missing the last few posts, i don't think i'll be posting much soon either. This week and last week have been [underworld] for me. I had to write 18 papers [NO JOKE]. I got done like 9 of them within the day 3-4 days. my head hertz. although 10 of the papers are just simple 1-2 page papers. But 2 of those papers are 8-10 page research papers. And I have to turn in two papers for psych class. I managed to finish one of the psych papers because it was the same paper as the one i wrote for english about violence in video games. Ah, using the same paper for two of my classes,  such a time saver. My portfolio's due today though. I have to refine my four english papers and turn them in by today. I feel so sad now. Overload of work. Shoot me now. Final week is next week. I don't understand math at all. I'm scared. Well, i hope it's not too bad.

It's snowing out again. Only this time, there's high velocity winds to go along with it. Now i know the meaning of "I have a hard time getting to class" when my friends say that. Yup. Moving left to right, the ind keeps on changing, almost as if it's playing with me. And theres like 2inches of snow on the ground. In december. wow, this doesnt happen very often. usually we get snow after it's december. oh well, enjoy it before I start to hate it.

I better get back to writing my papers. I started writing on the Eternal again. back onto the 6th chapter, it's not done yet, so please bare with me. I'll make a post on here when i do actually post it. There's some humor in this chapter compared to the other chapters. Well, I guess i'll see you guys around. Until then.