Third time going through MegaTokyo. Wow, I'm becoming a MT addict. fast. XD
Although because of it, I've decided to get some bioware games. Like Baldur's Gate. Playing it right now. It's pretty awesome. I can create my personal team of six people just like in AD&D Path of Radiance only this time, with better everything! I can have it real time or turn based which is actually a really nice feature. Can't run it on max specs though. Oh well.
After reading MegaTokyo, I really wanna build computers now. I have some friends who can actually do it. Maybe I can ask them, or perhaps take a computer building class or something of the like. Then I could go out, buy my own parts and build it myself. After reading MegaTokyo though, Gets me wondering, Should I really strip down buttnaked to assemble my computer? I read from Largo that it's the best way to prevent static buildup. Perhaps to just some boxers will work. At least, that's what they did in MegaTokyo.
Btw, I got my math test back....andd....I totally bombed it. Well, I did better than I expected. I got a 21/105. That's an infinite amount of times better than what I originally thought i would get. I'm going to do corrections for it soon, but i've got two papers to write first. I can't give up on them now. Ugh, but's it's really difficult. I hope I get it right. One's due tomorrow and another's due tuesday. Well, I hope i get it done.
Weelll, other than that, not much else really. I mean...yeah. Not really. Well I guess I'll see you guys on Sat. Peace out.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
I don't want it to be easy, I want it to be right!
My older brother got addicted to Perfect world again. Now he wants me to play again. I quitted that silly game two years ago. One main reason. Two hours to gain 3%exp then you die, and you lose 5%exp. You sigh and say you were just unlucky. You then make one kill, get mobbed and die. Another 5% gone. Within ten mins. of trying you're back at 0%exp. Great, just great.
One plus though is that the character creation is awesome. I can make people have rainbow hair xP
anyways, I have an essay due on friday. I've been reading the books i need to read, but i'm not really getting anywhere though. It's hard to understand what goes on in the books. I started underlining important lines and It really helps, It definitely keeps my mind from wandering all over the place. Hopefully I'll get the essay done soon. After that I have one more essay to write. But the second is alot easier.
lately i've been having stranger and stranger dreams. The last one involving pokemon cards. Now that was really messed up. I wonder what does it all means. I could try to analyze it, but i'm afraid my psychological skills aren't good enough to do that. I should start reading my Freud book though. Perhaps that might help.
I gone through megatokyo again. and there's plenty of things in there I found out. It's pretty awesome. There's tons of subtle messages in each strip. And it definitely helps with this storyline I plan to do on my own.
I know, this seems like a rather boring post, but well, nothing exciting happened. yeah, all boring. There's not even a pic in all of it. oh well. I guess, It's time for me to make things right again. See you guys around.
One plus though is that the character creation is awesome. I can make people have rainbow hair xP
anyways, I have an essay due on friday. I've been reading the books i need to read, but i'm not really getting anywhere though. It's hard to understand what goes on in the books. I started underlining important lines and It really helps, It definitely keeps my mind from wandering all over the place. Hopefully I'll get the essay done soon. After that I have one more essay to write. But the second is alot easier.
lately i've been having stranger and stranger dreams. The last one involving pokemon cards. Now that was really messed up. I wonder what does it all means. I could try to analyze it, but i'm afraid my psychological skills aren't good enough to do that. I should start reading my Freud book though. Perhaps that might help.
I gone through megatokyo again. and there's plenty of things in there I found out. It's pretty awesome. There's tons of subtle messages in each strip. And it definitely helps with this storyline I plan to do on my own.
I know, this seems like a rather boring post, but well, nothing exciting happened. yeah, all boring. There's not even a pic in all of it. oh well. I guess, It's time for me to make things right again. See you guys around.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
You're just a mini game, simple, easily won, and mildly amusing.
Reading MegaTokyo and came across this line. Great for telling someone that you don't want them around. Or that you're better than them. Well, actually that depends on the mini game. If it's a flash mini game, I might get addicted to it. lmao, that doesn't sound too great.
I tried to get that free windows 7 thing my pc came with. But i can't. I have to wait until I can get a hold of the reciept before i can get it sent. And even if i don't need it, I have no idea what my mailbox address is so I'm having it sent home. I'll go pick it up when I head back up there for winter break. So far the loniness in my dorm isn't that great. It's raining out to make matters worse.
Remember that math exam I said I have yesterday? yeah, I totally bombed it. My guess that the everage score i got on the test was 0/103. I did not understand a single thing on the test. I just zero'ed most of the answers. It was ridiculous. Hopefully I'll be able to bring it up to halfway or something. I should go see the professor to straighten everything out. Sometimes i just don't understand anything. And well, I'm scared to ask in class cause everyone else is nonfreshman. Plus, I also slow down the class too. I know teachers usually say it's alright, but i'm not alright with it.
From k -12 grades, I always got past them with my innate knowledge that I had on the subject. Simple matters. Algebra? Simple. Geometry? Simple. Biology? Simple. Chemistry? Simple. History? Simple. English? Simple. Physics? Now that's complicated. That was the only class from K - 12 that I actually struggled with. Now here in college it seems I just can't get laid back anymore like I used to in high school. Simply doing the minimal required work isn't enough to let me pass.
Well, I still had two books that I gotta read and an essay to write by friday. It's goign to be qutie amusing what I can come up with. It's an essay comparing Nietzche's Also sprach Zarathustra and Plato's Phaedo. I've only read parts of Also Sprach Zarathustra and haven't even touched Phaedo. Too bad it's vacation right now too.
No time like the present, right? Although I might wanna draw something while i'm at it. it's been a long while since i last drew in my comics. It's kinda not going anywhere. Oh wells, I'll get to it some other time. Hard to believe that 5 years have passed since I started my comics. Look at how far it's gone. From simply a mess to stick figures to stick figure-based full models to well...that last one. So much has happened. I still am wondering what happened in my old one. It made no sense whatsoever and it was aimed at funny.
I also noticed in many people's blogs they have tons of pictures, i mean, just wow. Tons of it. Lmao, in this blog I'd be lucky If i could even get one picture for every post. All i have for a camera now is my phone. That's it. And it's not very hi-quality. Oh wells. Maybe I can come up with a meduim in between. Well, I'll see you guys around then.
I tried to get that free windows 7 thing my pc came with. But i can't. I have to wait until I can get a hold of the reciept before i can get it sent. And even if i don't need it, I have no idea what my mailbox address is so I'm having it sent home. I'll go pick it up when I head back up there for winter break. So far the loniness in my dorm isn't that great. It's raining out to make matters worse.
Remember that math exam I said I have yesterday? yeah, I totally bombed it. My guess that the everage score i got on the test was 0/103. I did not understand a single thing on the test. I just zero'ed most of the answers. It was ridiculous. Hopefully I'll be able to bring it up to halfway or something. I should go see the professor to straighten everything out. Sometimes i just don't understand anything. And well, I'm scared to ask in class cause everyone else is nonfreshman. Plus, I also slow down the class too. I know teachers usually say it's alright, but i'm not alright with it.
From k -12 grades, I always got past them with my innate knowledge that I had on the subject. Simple matters. Algebra? Simple. Geometry? Simple. Biology? Simple. Chemistry? Simple. History? Simple. English? Simple. Physics? Now that's complicated. That was the only class from K - 12 that I actually struggled with. Now here in college it seems I just can't get laid back anymore like I used to in high school. Simply doing the minimal required work isn't enough to let me pass.
Well, I still had two books that I gotta read and an essay to write by friday. It's goign to be qutie amusing what I can come up with. It's an essay comparing Nietzche's Also sprach Zarathustra and Plato's Phaedo. I've only read parts of Also Sprach Zarathustra and haven't even touched Phaedo. Too bad it's vacation right now too.
No time like the present, right? Although I might wanna draw something while i'm at it. it's been a long while since i last drew in my comics. It's kinda not going anywhere. Oh wells, I'll get to it some other time. Hard to believe that 5 years have passed since I started my comics. Look at how far it's gone. From simply a mess to stick figures to stick figure-based full models to well...that last one. So much has happened. I still am wondering what happened in my old one. It made no sense whatsoever and it was aimed at funny.
I also noticed in many people's blogs they have tons of pictures, i mean, just wow. Tons of it. Lmao, in this blog I'd be lucky If i could even get one picture for every post. All i have for a camera now is my phone. That's it. And it's not very hi-quality. Oh wells. Maybe I can come up with a meduim in between. Well, I'll see you guys around then.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Do you seriously think you're going to get any with lame lines like that?
Yep. You'd be surprised. amazing really. Lmao. Was reading Megatokyo over again and came across this line. again. Can't help but laugh. amazing. truely amazing. It one of the many ways girls have to shoot down guys.
Math exam tomorrow. Gotta get there at 8:30am. So i better wake up a little early than i'm used to. I think I can pull it off. Hopefully I won't mess up. I really messed up the first one. I still have two philosophy papers to write. And tons of reading to do.
I couldn't figure out how to hi-res my laptop cam so i just used my phone. the pictures get compressed on sending cause the pic's file size is too large. [insert cell phone rant here]. So i got my drawing of Lin Kai up. Now all i have do to is locate it. It's not the best drawing out there on the net, it's not even great. Just average. I feel so bad that my drawings are just average cause everyone else i know draws better than me. Well, almost. I don't have a scanner so a phone cam's the best i have to get my sketches up.
*Takes a deep breath*
well, here it is, it's my first time putting a drawing on the net, so i'm a bit scared. Okay enough talk, here you go:
What do you guys think? It's the first drawing that I've tried to include the folds and bends when you wear clothes. I have plenty of other sketches but this one's my latest and the only modern drawing. The rest are done in either a medival type drawing or a fantasical type drawing.
Weelll, as for vacation, it seems like i'll be in my dorm the entire time. *sighs* great way to spend my vacation. Maybe get those essays done. maybe. It's better this way i guess. Well, that's my wall of text for today. Maybe something exciting will happen between now and saturday. Maybe. until then i suppose.
Math exam tomorrow. Gotta get there at 8:30am. So i better wake up a little early than i'm used to. I think I can pull it off. Hopefully I won't mess up. I really messed up the first one. I still have two philosophy papers to write. And tons of reading to do.
I couldn't figure out how to hi-res my laptop cam so i just used my phone. the pictures get compressed on sending cause the pic's file size is too large. [insert cell phone rant here]. So i got my drawing of Lin Kai up. Now all i have do to is locate it. It's not the best drawing out there on the net, it's not even great. Just average. I feel so bad that my drawings are just average cause everyone else i know draws better than me. Well, almost. I don't have a scanner so a phone cam's the best i have to get my sketches up.
*Takes a deep breath*
well, here it is, it's my first time putting a drawing on the net, so i'm a bit scared. Okay enough talk, here you go:
What do you guys think? It's the first drawing that I've tried to include the folds and bends when you wear clothes. I have plenty of other sketches but this one's my latest and the only modern drawing. The rest are done in either a medival type drawing or a fantasical type drawing.
Weelll, as for vacation, it seems like i'll be in my dorm the entire time. *sighs* great way to spend my vacation. Maybe get those essays done. maybe. It's better this way i guess. Well, that's my wall of text for today. Maybe something exciting will happen between now and saturday. Maybe. until then i suppose.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
They'll Kick You, Then They Beat You, Then They'll Tell You It's Fair.
Listening to some MJ, it's very funky. hilarious. If you take the time to listen to the actual music and lyrics, it's amazing. amazingly funny.
I just got my exam back. it went up 22 points. so it's 44/70. It's more than 60%,but barely. So I pass. YES!!! Too bad I have all my midterms on friday though. Man, everyone else i know has it spread out over this week. Not only that, I have to get in my english paper done today. Which i haven't started yet. Talk about last minute. Then i have two philosophy paper to write too. I've got a week to do them in though. I hope i won't procrastinate throughout the vacation that starts on Sat. I'm staying in my dorm the entire time though. Well, with any luck some of my friends will stay too so i have something other than staying in front of my laptop screen the entire vacation.
yet on another note, webcomics. hilarious. I just found another one, The Adventures of Dr.Mcninja, It's about a n irish doctor who also happens to be a ninja. Went on xkcd, i've been really busy lately and forgot to check up on the updates. found this one, seemed to be something I'd do.
mouseover text: A laptop battery contains roughly the stored energy of a hand grenade, and if it shorted...hey! You can't arrest me if I prove your rules inconsistent!
After digesting the story of MegaTokyo a second time, I decided to add another part to the Eternal timeline, in which the storyline is loosely based on MegaTokyo. Two guys who are in college in a technologically advanced time in the Eternal world, are best buds. Living a life on campus and living a life in virtual world MMORPG, 'Zero Burst', where the two adventure together and goes through a series of obstacles in their quest to stop a conspiracy that is causing the collapse of the mmo. While in real life, the two are faced with many real life problems, academics, drama with girls and other guys, all while at the same time, there is another main character on the other side of the world of Eternal who eventually meets the two guys through the mmo.
well, right now, it seems really confusing, but that's because of my horrible wording. excuse me for that, even though english is my primary language, well, it's english, I could really care less. Anyways, once i'm able to clearly flush this concept through, I'll be able to evolve it thoroughly.
I decided to draw the characters in my sketchbook, and so far, I've only come up with just only one drawing, Lin Kai, whose, the other main character who lives on the other side of the world from the main two charaters. I haven't come up with a name for the two main characters, but i think i will eventually. I'll post up the sketches as soon as i can get this camera on my laptop to go hi-res. right now it's on super low-res, it's horrible.
wow, now that's a wall text, I think i'm done for today. Sorry about missing yesterday's, I decided to post today to make up for then. Well, see you guys tomorrow then.
I just got my exam back. it went up 22 points. so it's 44/70. It's more than 60%,but barely. So I pass. YES!!! Too bad I have all my midterms on friday though. Man, everyone else i know has it spread out over this week. Not only that, I have to get in my english paper done today. Which i haven't started yet. Talk about last minute. Then i have two philosophy paper to write too. I've got a week to do them in though. I hope i won't procrastinate throughout the vacation that starts on Sat. I'm staying in my dorm the entire time though. Well, with any luck some of my friends will stay too so i have something other than staying in front of my laptop screen the entire vacation.
yet on another note, webcomics. hilarious. I just found another one, The Adventures of Dr.Mcninja, It's about a n irish doctor who also happens to be a ninja. Went on xkcd, i've been really busy lately and forgot to check up on the updates. found this one, seemed to be something I'd do.
mouseover text: A laptop battery contains roughly the stored energy of a hand grenade, and if it shorted...hey! You can't arrest me if I prove your rules inconsistent!
After digesting the story of MegaTokyo a second time, I decided to add another part to the Eternal timeline, in which the storyline is loosely based on MegaTokyo. Two guys who are in college in a technologically advanced time in the Eternal world, are best buds. Living a life on campus and living a life in virtual world MMORPG, 'Zero Burst', where the two adventure together and goes through a series of obstacles in their quest to stop a conspiracy that is causing the collapse of the mmo. While in real life, the two are faced with many real life problems, academics, drama with girls and other guys, all while at the same time, there is another main character on the other side of the world of Eternal who eventually meets the two guys through the mmo.
well, right now, it seems really confusing, but that's because of my horrible wording. excuse me for that, even though english is my primary language, well, it's english, I could really care less. Anyways, once i'm able to clearly flush this concept through, I'll be able to evolve it thoroughly.
I decided to draw the characters in my sketchbook, and so far, I've only come up with just only one drawing, Lin Kai, whose, the other main character who lives on the other side of the world from the main two charaters. I haven't come up with a name for the two main characters, but i think i will eventually. I'll post up the sketches as soon as i can get this camera on my laptop to go hi-res. right now it's on super low-res, it's horrible.
wow, now that's a wall text, I think i'm done for today. Sorry about missing yesterday's, I decided to post today to make up for then. Well, see you guys tomorrow then.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Carrying the burden when you barely know the person; that is the difference between the Pharaoh and the Servant
Hey guys. Sorry about the whole update mess. I completely forgot to do thursday's update. sorry. But anyways, alot has happened over time since my last post and now. I was thinking of waiting a little bit since i'm going to be doing stuff later today, but I guess i'll just include that into my next update.
Anyways, yesterday I got to finish my math quiz, only this time i think i got some of it right, who knows? I really got to amp up my math skills. It's horrible. I suck at math. This isn't supposed to happen. Oh well. Anyways, I started to read this webcomic, megatokyo. I really like it. I just read up to the lastest strip and now i'm on my second read through of the thing. It's awesome.
I got re-addicted to atlantica. This sucks. That and epik high. They're awesome. Listening to Maze now. Life; it's a maze y'all.
other than that, well...I when to a party last night. I her again, but this time...I guess you could say that I could really care less. I...really don't know. What should I do? My life sucks. Will this really make it better? Will it really? Is it worth it? It's a murder fact; reality kills. I did dance around little. It was kinda enjoyable. Kinda. I know what's going on. But other than that, my dance moves are totally unique. Try to find someone else who could dance like me. I just need to work on my foot work alittle bit more before I can actually complete my unique dance.
I get to make a t-shirt later on today though. After reading megatokyo, I got the perfect idea for the shirt. It's going to read "PH34R T3H L33T" And on the back...well...I dunno. Maybe an smbc thing were it'll be a picture then underneath it be a best/worst case senario thing.
It's going to be awesome. I learned in psych class about mirror neurons. And I swear, I won't become like them. No I refuse. I'm going to be that change. They're going to become me. Not the other way around. I must be strong. I must keep it strong. I can't give up, not now, not ever.
Well, back to reading megatokyo, I guess i'll see you guys around. omg. I just remembered. Eternal -The Forgotten-, wow, the irony. I'm going to make a post to that now. Go read it! I'm planning on making a webcomic out of it, either that or make a webcomic of another part of Eternal. I'm definitly considering a webcomic. Just not right now, I don't have the means yet to do that.
Either way, I'm outta here. See you guys on tuesday. I hope i don't forget. Time to upload that next chapter. See you guys around. peace out.
Anyways, yesterday I got to finish my math quiz, only this time i think i got some of it right, who knows? I really got to amp up my math skills. It's horrible. I suck at math. This isn't supposed to happen. Oh well. Anyways, I started to read this webcomic, megatokyo. I really like it. I just read up to the lastest strip and now i'm on my second read through of the thing. It's awesome.
I got re-addicted to atlantica. This sucks. That and epik high. They're awesome. Listening to Maze now. Life; it's a maze y'all.
other than that, well...I when to a party last night. I her again, but this time...I guess you could say that I could really care less. I...really don't know. What should I do? My life sucks. Will this really make it better? Will it really? Is it worth it? It's a murder fact; reality kills. I did dance around little. It was kinda enjoyable. Kinda. I know what's going on. But other than that, my dance moves are totally unique. Try to find someone else who could dance like me. I just need to work on my foot work alittle bit more before I can actually complete my unique dance.
I get to make a t-shirt later on today though. After reading megatokyo, I got the perfect idea for the shirt. It's going to read "PH34R T3H L33T" And on the back...well...I dunno. Maybe an smbc thing were it'll be a picture then underneath it be a best/worst case senario thing.
It's going to be awesome. I learned in psych class about mirror neurons. And I swear, I won't become like them. No I refuse. I'm going to be that change. They're going to become me. Not the other way around. I must be strong. I must keep it strong. I can't give up, not now, not ever.
Well, back to reading megatokyo, I guess i'll see you guys around. omg. I just remembered. Eternal -The Forgotten-, wow, the irony. I'm going to make a post to that now. Go read it! I'm planning on making a webcomic out of it, either that or make a webcomic of another part of Eternal. I'm definitly considering a webcomic. Just not right now, I don't have the means yet to do that.
Either way, I'm outta here. See you guys on tuesday. I hope i don't forget. Time to upload that next chapter. See you guys around. peace out.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
It's wednesday...
Nuts. I missed the update day yesterday. again. This isn't going very well. Oh well, It's for good reason though. I spent the entire day doing my math exam corrections. And today we also got our Quiz 3 back, and i got a 11/15 on it. geez, that's almost failing! what's that? like about 72% right @_@
Well, only one thing to say about that, new high score! YEEESSS!
i know, It's not something i shouldn't be praising, but it's a new high score. I do not know i should be happy that i beat my previous highest score or be sad at the fact that a 72 is my highest score.
I think i'm starting to enjoy college now. I don't get to shoot stuff until the 29th or 30th, and even then, I'd still need to find some form of earplugs. We also gotta get some form of eye protection too, and Yuri said that eyeglasses are good, and well, I wear glasses XD
Today I have a club meeting with this community service club at 5:00pm that's mandatory, but I have class at 5:15pm...what the...an i supposed to do? I guess i'll go over there for 5 mins, say hi, and leave for class.
Well, today at math, I think i accidentally attracted yet another wandering soul. Oh dear. I guess i can use this as living proof to deny Christian Lander saying that white chicks don't go for Asian guys, cause this one white chick is so going for me. I can see it, literally. This is sad, I feel like i'm being too evil here.
Plus I've got another four papers to write, nice. Man, i thought philosophy would be easy, but it really isn't. I have to write an interpret and compare paper between Plato's "Phaedo" and Nietzsche's "Also Sprach Zarathustra". It's due in about two weeks though so I got plenty of time.
Well, I better go and turn in my math exam corrections and get started on my quiz three corrections. I'll make an update post tomorrow, I'll like put a post it note right above my laptop so it'll be right there so i won't forget. Well, peace out now, and see you guys around.
Well, only one thing to say about that, new high score! YEEESSS!
i know, It's not something i shouldn't be praising, but it's a new high score. I do not know i should be happy that i beat my previous highest score or be sad at the fact that a 72 is my highest score.
I think i'm starting to enjoy college now. I don't get to shoot stuff until the 29th or 30th, and even then, I'd still need to find some form of earplugs. We also gotta get some form of eye protection too, and Yuri said that eyeglasses are good, and well, I wear glasses XD
Today I have a club meeting with this community service club at 5:00pm that's mandatory, but I have class at 5:15pm...what the...an i supposed to do? I guess i'll go over there for 5 mins, say hi, and leave for class.
Well, today at math, I think i accidentally attracted yet another wandering soul. Oh dear. I guess i can use this as living proof to deny Christian Lander saying that white chicks don't go for Asian guys, cause this one white chick is so going for me. I can see it, literally. This is sad, I feel like i'm being too evil here.
Plus I've got another four papers to write, nice. Man, i thought philosophy would be easy, but it really isn't. I have to write an interpret and compare paper between Plato's "Phaedo" and Nietzsche's "Also Sprach Zarathustra". It's due in about two weeks though so I got plenty of time.
Well, I better go and turn in my math exam corrections and get started on my quiz three corrections. I'll make an update post tomorrow, I'll like put a post it note right above my laptop so it'll be right there so i won't forget. Well, peace out now, and see you guys around.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Oh whoa, a sixth finger! and a Toblerone! This is so worth the risk! (what really happens when you go past the speed of light)
Hey guys, sorry i missed the update yesterday, so i'm doing it today. I had to go play D&D with some friends. It was fun, we're the good group, but we all can be totally evil at times. It awesome. I never played the tabletop before so it's really nice. Now it makes me wanna play that dumb one that i used to play. lmao. I just might wanna get it now.
and on friday night I went roller skating with a bunch of other people. I really liked it. I mean at first you fall and lose your balance and all that. But after six...seven....ten....twelve falls, you'll get used to it. Or at least, i did. It's funny, they're all like wannabe gangsters, but they're all actually really nice guys. But, that's still not going to stop me from ripping on them. lmao.
AAnd today's family/parent's weekend, so there's extremely good food out in the commons. yumm. But other than that, i've been thinking recently, the only reason i kept trying at roller skating despite my falls is that I encouraged myself to do it. I realized that I've never had much of any encouragement in my life ever, that most of the encouragement i get is from myself.
Well, I guess this is both good and bad. But, it doesn't really matter, now does it? I gotta get my math corrections done. Can't let it weight me down, I need that class. well, see you guys on tuesday, that is, assuming that I don't forget like I did this time. lmao. peace out.
and on friday night I went roller skating with a bunch of other people. I really liked it. I mean at first you fall and lose your balance and all that. But after six...seven....ten....twelve falls, you'll get used to it. Or at least, i did. It's funny, they're all like wannabe gangsters, but they're all actually really nice guys. But, that's still not going to stop me from ripping on them. lmao.
AAnd today's family/parent's weekend, so there's extremely good food out in the commons. yumm. But other than that, i've been thinking recently, the only reason i kept trying at roller skating despite my falls is that I encouraged myself to do it. I realized that I've never had much of any encouragement in my life ever, that most of the encouragement i get is from myself.
Well, I guess this is both good and bad. But, it doesn't really matter, now does it? I gotta get my math corrections done. Can't let it weight me down, I need that class. well, see you guys on tuesday, that is, assuming that I don't forget like I did this time. lmao. peace out.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Hybrid Rainbow
It all doesn't look very well. I hate it. I hate it all. The weather, the classes, the professors, the students, the geography, everything. Dam these flash games. Dam this dumb antivirus. But, mmm, it's thursday. another update.
I got my math exam back yesterday. guess what i got? 22/70. a phuking 22 out of 70. do the math, thats only about 30 percent. that's only half of what i needed to get to pass. So i'm going to have to drop my calc class. not yet though, My teacher said he'll put on a final grade on it after our corrections. So there goes another weekend to math. Man, this really sucks.
Things are really going downhill here. Everytime i pass her, she's got those headphones on. I'm afraid of saying hi when passing by when she's got those things on. I know she's just going to ignore me with those things on. It's...happened to me before. I hate it. Even if she's not going to, I just feel like she will. Perhaps, perhaps this is not supposed to be? I...i don't know anymore.
Is this fate? Am i just using fate as a godhead? I cannot allow that. Is there fate out there? is there really a real godhead out there that exists? Or is it all relative? I don't know anymore. At one point in time i thought that i understood everything. What happened? Cause now you know nothing. My life sucks.
Here's another xkcd image for you all! enjoy, i think this accurately shows my feelings on this subject.
well, that's all for today guys, sorry about that rant. Well, i guess it's time for some more video games. Or at least until classes. Man, I miss my old psych class, and for one really good reason. Btw, I made a new post in my story, read it up here!Weeellll, anyways, peace out y'all.
I got my math exam back yesterday. guess what i got? 22/70. a phuking 22 out of 70. do the math, thats only about 30 percent. that's only half of what i needed to get to pass. So i'm going to have to drop my calc class. not yet though, My teacher said he'll put on a final grade on it after our corrections. So there goes another weekend to math. Man, this really sucks.
Things are really going downhill here. Everytime i pass her, she's got those headphones on. I'm afraid of saying hi when passing by when she's got those things on. I know she's just going to ignore me with those things on. It's...happened to me before. I hate it. Even if she's not going to, I just feel like she will. Perhaps, perhaps this is not supposed to be? I...i don't know anymore.
Is this fate? Am i just using fate as a godhead? I cannot allow that. Is there fate out there? is there really a real godhead out there that exists? Or is it all relative? I don't know anymore. At one point in time i thought that i understood everything. What happened? Cause now you know nothing. My life sucks.
Here's another xkcd image for you all! enjoy, i think this accurately shows my feelings on this subject.
well, that's all for today guys, sorry about that rant. Well, i guess it's time for some more video games. Or at least until classes. Man, I miss my old psych class, and for one really good reason. Btw, I made a new post in my story, read it up here!Weeellll, anyways, peace out y'all.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Time and space placement of reletivity
Kinda fancy for a post title, don't you think?
Anyways, It's tuesday! Time for an update!
I think i've got it all set. I'm pretty sure of the 3 problems on that last part of my math exam. With any real hope, I'll get to stay in my class, who knows? Only tomorrow will tell.
Today I had philosophy. It was an interesting class. Provided alot of insight. Today we talked about the definition of love. I cannot relate to this topic at all so i sat back and just listened. I'm not going to write what was actually going on in philosophy, but on a premise it was like all about it being a top tier emotion and that it just happens.
On another note, I joined the rifle'ing club. It was just formed last night. It seems pretty awesome so far. I mean, we have to pay $2 to use the range and $2 for 50 rounds, but other than that, it seems to be quite awesome. This way, i can finally to up to wannabe gangsters and say that I have actually fired a gun. Plus, this may be a way for me to let go my anger that i contain in me. I mean right now, I feel like it's not even there, but i know, it's there.
Now for the part i've personally been waiting for... =D
the life i currently have. It's not getting better. Not even close. What should I do? Maybe starting to greet her again may be a good start. I hate my life. What should i say? Will the truth work? what is the truth? I didn't greet you because i was too concerned about myself? hmm...that does sound a little bit cocky. Now to add some humor to that. How about 'hey, I couldn't greet you over the past week or so because i was too concerned with myself to really think about any outside influence.' and toss a tiny smile to make it look like there is some humor in that. And if that fails then I'll say 'what? no sense of humor?' and well, if that fails too then shit i'm outta luck. Man, this is so complicated. life is complicated. Then again, if it was simple, then it'd be way to easy.
Sometimes, sometimes, the easy way is the better way. sometimes, I just wanna give up cause it's just to hard for me to handle. I gotta keep hanging on, you know? The truth is ruthless, two faced, bruteless, crude taste, the truth is a moot case full of blame.
Kay, well that's all for today. I guess. Stay cool guys. Hopefully i'll be able to start shooting stuff soon. It may be the only outlet I have to deal with all this complication. Peace out y'all.
Anyways, It's tuesday! Time for an update!
I think i've got it all set. I'm pretty sure of the 3 problems on that last part of my math exam. With any real hope, I'll get to stay in my class, who knows? Only tomorrow will tell.
Today I had philosophy. It was an interesting class. Provided alot of insight. Today we talked about the definition of love. I cannot relate to this topic at all so i sat back and just listened. I'm not going to write what was actually going on in philosophy, but on a premise it was like all about it being a top tier emotion and that it just happens.
On another note, I joined the rifle'ing club. It was just formed last night. It seems pretty awesome so far. I mean, we have to pay $2 to use the range and $2 for 50 rounds, but other than that, it seems to be quite awesome. This way, i can finally to up to wannabe gangsters and say that I have actually fired a gun. Plus, this may be a way for me to let go my anger that i contain in me. I mean right now, I feel like it's not even there, but i know, it's there.
Now for the part i've personally been waiting for... =D
the life i currently have. It's not getting better. Not even close. What should I do? Maybe starting to greet her again may be a good start. I hate my life. What should i say? Will the truth work? what is the truth? I didn't greet you because i was too concerned about myself? hmm...that does sound a little bit cocky. Now to add some humor to that. How about 'hey, I couldn't greet you over the past week or so because i was too concerned with myself to really think about any outside influence.' and toss a tiny smile to make it look like there is some humor in that. And if that fails then I'll say 'what? no sense of humor?' and well, if that fails too then shit i'm outta luck. Man, this is so complicated. life is complicated. Then again, if it was simple, then it'd be way to easy.
Sometimes, sometimes, the easy way is the better way. sometimes, I just wanna give up cause it's just to hard for me to handle. I gotta keep hanging on, you know? The truth is ruthless, two faced, bruteless, crude taste, the truth is a moot case full of blame.
Kay, well that's all for today. I guess. Stay cool guys. Hopefully i'll be able to start shooting stuff soon. It may be the only outlet I have to deal with all this complication. Peace out y'all.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
How do I do it?
Hey guys. what's up?
Just came back, went and saw hangover with the cute girl. Did not end well. How should I do it? How do they do it? I need to find some way to be funny. I think I should try my motional hand signs. Make fun of the things I usually make fun of. Like i did back at work. I poked fun at everything. I was a riot. Maybe i can pull it off again. You know, nothing works better like humor. Although it seems like i have some competition. Things are getting interesting.
Although i am not surprised at all. Each and every time I chased a girl, there always was competition. I fear the worst, but in the end, only this one time where it was the worst, and i didn't even know there was competition! So i know i'm going to be alright here. I gotta brainstorm up some cocky lines. To add to my humor. But first, you should try to get that humor out. Then work on your cockyness.
I may not be very confident, but i'm confident enough to actually speak and know a girl for this long...well, minus that other one i just talked about. lmao. That was not that long before that person began to excommunicate me. I hope it doesn't end the same here.
I think I know what I'm doing. I hope i know. It's only ten, wow. I've got plenty of time. lmao. Plenty of time. I got to get up at 9 am for calc. And that exam. It's still riding on my back. Hopefully i'll get enough to stay in the class. I hope i know what to do. Not only that, i still gotta do my enligh homework. I never turned a single page in the book. It's horrible. Why? two simple words. Flash games.
Adventure quest world is waay to addicting! don't try it! i'm not saying it's bad, in fact, it's really good! I like it, it's just, i can't get any work done because of it. I hate it! but I like it! hmm...I think i'll call this the get your work done! paradox. lmao. For you SMBC readers, this is a reference to the get a job paradox.
Well, I'm off to play some flash games. (specifically aqw) see you guys on tuesday, that is assuming that I don't make another random post on a non update day like today. ;p
Just came back, went and saw hangover with the cute girl. Did not end well. How should I do it? How do they do it? I need to find some way to be funny. I think I should try my motional hand signs. Make fun of the things I usually make fun of. Like i did back at work. I poked fun at everything. I was a riot. Maybe i can pull it off again. You know, nothing works better like humor. Although it seems like i have some competition. Things are getting interesting.
Although i am not surprised at all. Each and every time I chased a girl, there always was competition. I fear the worst, but in the end, only this one time where it was the worst, and i didn't even know there was competition! So i know i'm going to be alright here. I gotta brainstorm up some cocky lines. To add to my humor. But first, you should try to get that humor out. Then work on your cockyness.
I may not be very confident, but i'm confident enough to actually speak and know a girl for this long...well, minus that other one i just talked about. lmao. That was not that long before that person began to excommunicate me. I hope it doesn't end the same here.
I think I know what I'm doing. I hope i know. It's only ten, wow. I've got plenty of time. lmao. Plenty of time. I got to get up at 9 am for calc. And that exam. It's still riding on my back. Hopefully i'll get enough to stay in the class. I hope i know what to do. Not only that, i still gotta do my enligh homework. I never turned a single page in the book. It's horrible. Why? two simple words. Flash games.
Adventure quest world is waay to addicting! don't try it! i'm not saying it's bad, in fact, it's really good! I like it, it's just, i can't get any work done because of it. I hate it! but I like it! hmm...I think i'll call this the get your work done! paradox. lmao. For you SMBC readers, this is a reference to the get a job paradox.
Well, I'm off to play some flash games. (specifically aqw) see you guys on tuesday, that is assuming that I don't make another random post on a non update day like today. ;p
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Void the Ability in the Hyperlink
Hey guys. What's up?
Appearently i majorly failed my math exam. there were two tests, and I was only sure of 15/40 points on this first one and on the second one was a calculator one and I forgot to bring one. yay. I couldn't do any on the second one. so in other words, i got a 15/80 on the exam. That is Faaar below 60%.
Luckily, I have another chance at this test though. Since we ran out of time, the professor allowed us to re study over the weekend and continue on our exam on monday or tuesday. I've been trying to mad study so i can pass this exam. I just want to pass.
In any other case, my antivirus is dumb. I think it corrupted the cabinet files on my laptop. I can't extract anything. or install anything. I just got the full version of winrar, but my antivirus thinks it's a trojan and quarantines a much needed file of it and thus effectively corrupts the file of the application. I can turn it off, but that can only do so much. I hate it.
My life doesn't seem to get much better either. Yesterday in philosophy class, I learned of the last men compared to the ubermensch. And I realized, I can't be contempt with the life i have now. this doesn't make any sense at all. I shouldn't be contempt with such a dumb life like this. I must not pursue happiness, but rather, I should create it. So, appearently, I'm brining her to go see hangover sunday. That's not going to go well. It's definitly a movie i would not bring a girl to see. I've already seen it before, but i guess this would allow me to get plenty more comfortable with her.
One step at a time. One step at a time. I'll get there, eventually.
Hopefully.
btw, my dragon finally hatched on wednesday!
And it's girl!
visit her, she's very lonely
Visit her!
she's an eastern dragon and has a chinese name.
and she's really cute ^_^
Well, that's my update for today, hopefully i'll pass that math exam. hopefully.
Nothing much over the weekend but to just chill i suppose.
See you guys tuesday. Don't forget to support me and comment on my other blog, Eternal -the forgotten-!
Read it and Like it! =)
constructive criticism is well appreciated! very open to ideas and ways to refine and make it better!
Peace out guys.
Appearently i majorly failed my math exam. there were two tests, and I was only sure of 15/40 points on this first one and on the second one was a calculator one and I forgot to bring one. yay. I couldn't do any on the second one. so in other words, i got a 15/80 on the exam. That is Faaar below 60%.
Luckily, I have another chance at this test though. Since we ran out of time, the professor allowed us to re study over the weekend and continue on our exam on monday or tuesday. I've been trying to mad study so i can pass this exam. I just want to pass.
In any other case, my antivirus is dumb. I think it corrupted the cabinet files on my laptop. I can't extract anything. or install anything. I just got the full version of winrar, but my antivirus thinks it's a trojan and quarantines a much needed file of it and thus effectively corrupts the file of the application. I can turn it off, but that can only do so much. I hate it.
My life doesn't seem to get much better either. Yesterday in philosophy class, I learned of the last men compared to the ubermensch. And I realized, I can't be contempt with the life i have now. this doesn't make any sense at all. I shouldn't be contempt with such a dumb life like this. I must not pursue happiness, but rather, I should create it. So, appearently, I'm brining her to go see hangover sunday. That's not going to go well. It's definitly a movie i would not bring a girl to see. I've already seen it before, but i guess this would allow me to get plenty more comfortable with her.
One step at a time. One step at a time. I'll get there, eventually.
Hopefully.
btw, my dragon finally hatched on wednesday!
And it's girl!
visit her, she's very lonely
Visit her!
she's an eastern dragon and has a chinese name.
and she's really cute ^_^
Well, that's my update for today, hopefully i'll pass that math exam. hopefully.
Nothing much over the weekend but to just chill i suppose.
See you guys tuesday. Don't forget to support me and comment on my other blog, Eternal -the forgotten-!
Read it and Like it! =)
constructive criticism is well appreciated! very open to ideas and ways to refine and make it better!
Peace out guys.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Cloudy
It's been rainy on and off then entire week. My big math exam is tomorrow. I'm very nervous. I can't fail this. I can't afford to, i mean after all the work i did just to get in and all. Hmm, this post is actually quite lame. I don't have any real interest in typing out all this.
But it is an update post, and I guess it's required for me to do this. lmao. But yeah, because of the rain, my connection is really bad, i can't really do anything else here. My life sucks. But I think if I just start to grow contempt with what I have now, I think i'll make it out okay. Now that I think about it, maybe the life i'm trying to pursue is just asking for too much. A life of just hapiness? yeah, that does sound kinda far out, now that I think about it.
Maybe, after tomorrow's gunna be the weekend! what to do...nothing really. I guess I'll just stay in my dorm again. I should get my english work done. I haven't done a single chapter for it yet. I must be very far behind by now. I better start doing it over the weekend. Dam these flash games. Waay too addicting XD
I'm not even playing all the great mmo's i have on this laptop because of this silly flash game. it's too addicting, I should seriously get some work done. But right now, I'm too busy playing this dumb flash game. well, whatever, I got the weekend. Let's leave it at that. See you guys on sat. Peace out until then.
But it is an update post, and I guess it's required for me to do this. lmao. But yeah, because of the rain, my connection is really bad, i can't really do anything else here. My life sucks. But I think if I just start to grow contempt with what I have now, I think i'll make it out okay. Now that I think about it, maybe the life i'm trying to pursue is just asking for too much. A life of just hapiness? yeah, that does sound kinda far out, now that I think about it.
Maybe, after tomorrow's gunna be the weekend! what to do...nothing really. I guess I'll just stay in my dorm again. I should get my english work done. I haven't done a single chapter for it yet. I must be very far behind by now. I better start doing it over the weekend. Dam these flash games. Waay too addicting XD
I'm not even playing all the great mmo's i have on this laptop because of this silly flash game. it's too addicting, I should seriously get some work done. But right now, I'm too busy playing this dumb flash game. well, whatever, I got the weekend. Let's leave it at that. See you guys on sat. Peace out until then.
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