Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Time and space placement of reletivity

Kinda fancy for a post title, don't you think?
Anyways, It's tuesday! Time for an update!
I think i've got it all set. I'm pretty sure of the 3 problems on that last part of my math exam. With any real hope, I'll get to stay in my class, who knows? Only tomorrow will tell.

Today I had philosophy. It was an interesting class. Provided alot of insight. Today we talked about the definition of love. I cannot relate to this topic at all so i sat back and just listened. I'm not going to write what was actually going on in philosophy, but on a premise it was like all about it being a top tier emotion and that it just happens.

On another note, I joined the rifle'ing club. It was just formed last night. It seems pretty awesome so far. I mean, we have to pay $2 to use the range and $2 for 50 rounds, but other than that, it seems to be quite awesome. This way, i can finally to up to wannabe gangsters and say that I have actually fired a gun. Plus, this may be a way for me to let go my anger that i contain in me. I mean right now, I feel like it's not even there, but i know, it's there.

Now for the part i've personally been waiting for... =D
the life i currently have. It's not getting better. Not even close. What should I do? Maybe starting to greet her again may be a good start. I hate my life. What should i say? Will the truth work? what is the truth? I didn't greet you because i was too concerned about myself? hmm...that does sound a little bit cocky. Now to add some humor to that. How about 'hey, I couldn't greet you over the past week or so because i was too concerned with myself to really think about any outside influence.' and toss a tiny smile to make it look like there is some humor in that. And if that fails then I'll say 'what? no sense of humor?' and well, if that fails too then shit i'm outta luck. Man, this is so complicated. life is complicated. Then again, if it was simple, then it'd be way to easy.

Sometimes, sometimes, the easy way is the better way. sometimes, I just wanna give up cause it's just to hard for me to handle. I gotta keep hanging on, you know? The truth is ruthless, two faced, bruteless, crude taste, the truth is a moot case full of blame.

Kay, well that's all for today. I guess. Stay cool guys. Hopefully i'll be able to start shooting stuff soon. It may be the only outlet I have to deal with all this complication. Peace out y'all.

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