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Hey guys. It's Saturday. Aaand that means it's a non posting date today! =D

But really no, seriously. Sorry about missing the posts over the past week...things....are getting...interesting. VERY interesting. Apparently in my math class, we have this final project due. It can be group or individual. I chose to do mine individually because sometimes the people I work with in groups get in my way and slows down the entirety of my project. Anyways, I'm doing coding and apparently it can get very interesting. Coding is more complicated than what i originally thought it to be.

Eternal definitely has progressed quite a bit...in my head. I still need to get around to writing all the little bits down. Living in a college surrounding really has definitely expanded my horizons on reality. Thus I'll be able to incorporate that much more 'real' in my storylines. MPD is quite the mysterious thing. I've already incorporated that into my storyline. It's actually pretty exciting. Now all I have to do is actually get to writing the story.

So, I finally worked up the will to talk to that girl. It went very well actually. I am actually amazed and proud of myself. The girl also seemed to welcome my talking to her. It was quite enjoyable to say the least. I suppose things can only get better from here on out. hopefully. But wouldn't this also arise to newer problems? i can already see a few. Man, it's just one thing after another. Oh well. I'll face it when the time comes. I can't really plan for when these things happen so i'm going to have to be a quick thinker on my feet. And that's not exactly my defining trait. Oh well. Whatever happens, I'm sure it'll just add to the experience.

Well, I better get back to working on my project. It's due on thursday. And so far i don't have a single thing done yet. oh well. I'm sure we're bound to get this done by then. See you guys around.

Can't you see that we can see through your little games?

Hey guys. Sorry for completely not posting for a week. Nothing really happened for me to make a sufficient post. oh well. Well i'm just posting to make sure that I'm alive. I have been thinking about my Eternal storyline. It's going pretty well too. I should write them all down before i forget though.

So far i have came up with a new character. He's named Lacan and he plays the opposite side of Tao. A bit insane, a bit psychopathic. But more rational and logical than anyone can actually be. While his common sense may be a bit dangling, his mental powers sure isn't. Although he doesn't seem that tough, he is, infact, stronger than most in this universe. Being able to generate and manipulate mental energy and manifest it into a physical form. Also he has this one special thing about him...But that little bit is a spoiler. One quote that I'll have for him will be, "What is this? Is this fear?! Is the mere sight of me enough to cause fear in you?! AHahahAHhaHHahAha!! AHAhaaHAaha! yeess, that's right...fear me...hate me!"

well, I'm still developing the entire storyline as a whole. And i kinda have to go now. Oh well, suppose I'll be back soon. Don't worry, i'm still alive. See you guys around.

But if you look, you'll find a way no one ever sees. Because no one ever looks.

Hey guys. Nothing particularly exciting happened over the time in between my post yet. However, I'm deciding what should my power be in the x-men game i'm playing. I'm thinking of having elemental powers and another power to complement it. Nothing like engulfing your fist in fire as you punch someone. now that's a Falcon Punch.

Things are starting to get a little bit more interesting here at college. But before i tell you guys about it, I first have to achieve that state of interestingness, so hold on to your pc. How much more interesting can it get? hopefully it wont be over before i begin. again.

My Eternal Project so far isn't going anywhere. I should start it up again. I really need to work on it. So far I've came up with another character. It's going to be Tao in another reality. Yes, in one of the storylines, the main character will jump realities and live in this reality solving some of it's problems in order to return to thier own reality. Actually, I think I might wanna call this one Eternal -Project Phantom Persona-, yeah, cause then it'll involve my phantom persona theory and actually get people thinking about it. It really is quite the creepy concept after all.

but as of right now, I gotta finish -The Forgotten-, I might want to make one called -Curse of Saeming- to explain and go into more depth about the Saeming and how Yi Ming came to get that curse. Hmm, perhaps the -Curse of Saeming- can be the story of Mark and the Mardol. Now wouldn't that be exciting? I suppose the Forgotten can be on about the 1/3 mark of the time line. That means Tao will, actually that's kinda like a spoiler. So nevermind xP

Anyways It was nice getting to make a post like this again. I really want to finish the Eternal Project but I have a feeling that this project is going to take more than all I can put into it during my time at college. I mean, after all, it took me 5 whole years to just finish one storyline of the Eternal Project. I have decided to name that storyline "Eternal -Legend of the Fried Fish-". Why? Because I can. I has absolutely nothing to do with fried fish at all, but hey, look at the bright side, it's quite original and not very corny.

Also you guys remember the one storyline that included Both Akira and Lin Kai? Well I think I'll call that Storyline "Eternal -Color of Tears-". It's supposed to be a storyline that has many points of Drama in it as well as..well...tons of drama. I mean, In a world where all you see is just shades of gray, can you really tell me, what the color of tears are? It's a really sad storyline. Exciting, but sad, interesting, but sad. Happy, but sad. It is this game that says,"Life is shit." It's also the one that says [and I quote] "Nothing in the real world can live up to what I feel on the inside, so we just find the little happiness that appears in our lives." Yeah it's gunna slightly be based on megatokyo.

And the one right after -The Forgotten- will be "Eternal -Dualight- It's the storyline that is Based on Alphonse and Ji Sun. Why did they come down to the earth? Why are they helping Tao out? What is their ultimate goal? Their purpose? It'll answer all questions about the involvement of higher powers in this realms of the living. The Dualight, As the title says, is one of the things the story surrounds itself upon. What is the Dualight? The Dualight is an Orb unfused with God powers to control the weather. Sandstorm, blizzard, hurricanes, draughts, anykind of weather condition, the Dualight can do. However, i'll let you guys speculate on what that can do.

that's about it for my wall of text, well, i guess I better get started on my Eternal Project, otherwise it'll never get done. See you guys around in any other case. And i'll let you guys in on my achievements as I unlock them.
[Acheivement unlocked: You have left your house]

Nothing in the real world ever lives up to what you feel in the inside

I can't seem to feel anything on the inside. I think it's like a mix of emotions. It's all mixed up really bad. I don't know what should I feel. Sad, happy, excited, mad, angry, joyful, I don't know. It's wierd. Nothing seems to be helping either. I want to make this feeling go away, but it just won't. Why is this happening now. It's not anything like I felt before. It's...just nothing. Nothing. It's weird. I'm probably going to speculate on what it could be. I don't know where anything is anymore. I think I might have messed up somewhere. I hate my life. Why does these things happen to me? All I need is alittle courage, a little magic, a little me. There it is, it's a yakusoku between me. I know this is a very short post, but I can't seem to do anything right now. My heart feels like it has stopped. Was it an overload of emotions? I hope not. I want to keep typing but I'm afraid i have run out of words. No words can say what this is.

Midnight Madness IV

Yes, tis' as I ph33rd. Another midnight madness. I've been up this entire time trying to install windows 7 onto my laptop. It's gunna have to wait quite the while though. It's always unsuccessful. Oh well. Once I do get it up and running though, it should make my life alittle bit easier.

I came back from hanging out with some of my friends who live in a totally different dorm. I should move over there. However, I cannot. I talked with the guy in charge and appearently, the only open spot is with a guy i do not want to room with, so in other words, I'm stuck on the singles list for the new res. Oh well.

Created a goblin rogue in a Pathfinders game. Sounds pretty awesome. i decided that goblins are amazing creatures. Shifty little things are they. bleh, I guess that's enough about games for now. No one seems to like it when I  talk about games. I guess it's because I get way to hardcore about them all. Oh well, I suppose it just can't be helped.

Aaand now fro the part of this blog that you guys been waiting for..!
So, remember that look alike that I mentioned before in my previous post that was quite the while ago? Yeah, appearently she's in my math class. The one class I'm taking right now. She's in it. Shoot me now. Well, I guess it cannot be helped. My life sucks, hard. I really should talk to her, this is college I live in now. Not high school. Things are waay different here. It's nicer for one thing. I can't be a silly first grader anymore. I'm beyond that, or at least, I hope so. Gawd, they're so similar, but that's only by looks I suppose. And that coat. That coat, I swear, are the exact same coats. What makes this even more sad is that I don't even know this person's name. I guess that's my goal by the end of j-term. Ask her for her name. xD. God, I feel so sad and pathetic. Oh well, It just can't be helped. Just hold myself and be the balance I need to keep me from falling over.

I may be sad and pathetic, but at least i see through my own eyes, I have to find the courage in me to actually pull this off. Remember Emil, Courage is the magic that turns dreams into reality.

Well, I better finish my homework and try to get windows 7 working on my laptop. I guess i'll see you guys around.

Winter Break Aftermath

Hey guys, sorry, i was away for so long. The Internet at my house was kinda horrible. Oh well. I did however run through Xenosaga ep. one once more as opposed to tos:donw. I guess i just wasn't up to doing another tales of game. bleh. I did however come to the conclusion of the 'id' of Rubedo would easily be Albedo. I would say more, but that'll just be a spoiler. Xenosaga is such a great game. So many Nietzsche and Freud references.

Anyways J-term began and I am getting back settled in. I'm planning on moving to new res as soon as i can. Apparently there's 2 singles open on the third floor right near Robert. fun. I should go right now too. But i'll go a little bit later. Can't wait to get out of smith. I'm going to need another light source of some kind though. The room lights are only at the entrance of the room. I mean, really guys? is that really necessary?

On another note, I can use my goblin dude in D&D! [insert random chain of profanity here] YEAH! haha, okay, maybe that was a little bit of an over reaction. just a little bit.

Finally, I got back into my old Deckard fanaticism. It's the coolness of the Deckard. And the blue. And that Deckard is fun saying. Anyways, that probably all I have. See you guys around.