Even if it's a lie I'm still able to continue believing it

So, after wanderings on Newgrounds for a while, I came to decide maybe I should try some flash. Anyways, what newgrounds is, is basically a place where people with too much  free time gather and upload and review flash contents, whether it be games or movies, or whatever. Generally each of every genres are there. There's comedy, there's action, there's storylines, I bet if you even looked, you could probably even find some tragic romances in there. After about a few days of trying, I finally came up with this:


It's Gades! As a nopperabo! I'm not any good with faces yet so i'm slowly getting there. Eventually one day I'll get the faces down, then after that I'll get to the coloring. Also, I figured out How to upload pictures and 'transfer' them to the flash so I could 'trace' them (doing free hand in flash is hard!(But better than free hand in ms paint!)).

Anyways, I've had quite the day today, nothing to kick start the day by watching a fellow college student act like an eight year old. That really brought up my spirits. From there I knew today was going to be a good day. And we also didn't have austro german today either so that means no exam! although that means there'll be an exam on monday instead(bleh). I have to write a draft of a paper for socio that's due on wednesday, but i've got time till then. We also have a new professor for our psych class. He seems pretty crude at first, but slowly became quite kick ass. Can't be kick ass without being crude, now can you? And in math we did nothing significant. It was a good day.

Although my game got canceled today, we watched Last Exile instead. It's an anime based on the 'steam punk' world. Gave me an idea for what could be an era within the world of Grimnismal. A world influenced by steam punk. It could be like the era after the modern era and before the sci fi era. Hah, that'd be amazing. Then after the sci fi era, could be the primitive era cause the world likes to blow itself up or something ridiculous like that.

Well anyways, back to my flashing. Maybe i'll one day, actually figure out how to make a movie out of it and make like a 30sec clip and upload to newgrounds and hopefully start to earn some reputation there. It's a small dream, but going for and achieving a small dream is better than spending a whole lifetime on a big dream only to never achieve it. Reality is a bitch. When you realize that, you begin to realize just how futile some dreams can be.