December: A month of snow and Cold.

Hey guys, what's up? It's been snowy and windy in this great place of Oneonta. Wait, what? It's a post that hasn't been two months apart? WAAOOOHHHH! That's some sick flips you did there! J/k, anyways, this post isn't going to be a wall of text like the last one.

It's a bit past midnight right now. It's the last week of classes before the finals. But right now, I felt like this would be the last time I could blog about shit before the New year, so I may as well blog now. As for my current status, I'm probably going to take a hiatus from magic along with a friend of mine for about 3 months, well except mine is going to start on Thursday of Finals week.

I've just started watching the anime to Fate/Stay Night. It's amazing. I like it. alot. In fact I may make an extra in my storyline that follows somewhat along this one. After heroes die, they are transferred to another plane known as Purgatory, and every specified time period a war of heroes happen where the last one standing has one wish granted. Currently I'm thinking of the fight between the two main characters. It seems like an epic fight of might and magic.

I really want to get back into drawing and writing again since I've stopped writing for fun for about six months and even longer for drawing. It seems as if the drawings themselves are just a way for me to kill time back in high school, cause ever since college, I've never found any time to draw (Thanks alot, internet ;p). I may want to find some time in my schedule to draw again. I kinda missed them.

That''s kinda all I had, I know it's still a bit of a wall of text, but it'll get better, slowly, but definitely. Or so I hope so. Btw, the soundtrack to Fate/Stay Night is pretty good. I like it. Too bad it doesn't have all the bgm. That's kinda disappointing. Well, I better go to bed now, at least before I get up to late for it to even matter. Good night all.

Almost December. I may or may not have died.

And now for my first post in about 2 months. what happened? I died. I also got very bored(Played too many video games and watched too many animes). Anyways, back to  my original topic.

Over the course of the past couple of months one of the animes i got into was by the name of Great Teacher Onizuka (GTO for short). It's about a 22 year old ex-bike gangster who pursues on his semi dream career as a teacher. I actually read the manga first and i'm currently watching the anime(go me). In any case, this 22 year old ex bike gangster's name is Onizuka and is the main and title character. As an ex biker, he has hard time becoming teacher, and his main reason for becoming teacher is so he can chase high school aged skirt. He finally gets a job as a teacher in a high reputation private school where he is put in a room full of delinquent students hell bent on terrorizing the teacher(s) and getting them fired. Onizuka basically have to deal with the students in his class and the other teachers who sees Onizuka as a delinquent himself and tries to get Onizuka fired. It's really a fun anime to watch, so I approve of it. -\_(O_o)_/`

The next item on my list is a game that's really amazing, that it got turned into an anime into a sequel and a prequel into  more games. It's called Fate/Stay Night. It's a game that classifies under visual novel. This one, however, has sexually explicit materials(like most visual novels out there), however, that is not the driving force behind this game. The things that makes this game is the storyline itself. The storyline itself has three separate storylines all of which i would like to believe takes place in a parallel dimension. Cause i generally imagine what happened in the first storyline to be the life that one of the main characters in the second storyline to have lived. and the last one i like to think of the storyline that wraps up the whole thing. I think it's a game worthy of being played. So it gets an A+ in my books. What's the summary of the game? well, it's  about this city of Fuyuki that's in Japan. It covers the two week span of the Holy Grail War, a war in which magic users summons servants to fight for them in which the last one standing wins the holy grail. There are seven servants that can be summoned at one time so there can only be seven magic users that can summon these servants. Magic users that summons these servants are called masters and are given 'command spells' to bind the servants to the master's command. And the servants that are summoned are heroic spirits that exists in that world, either in reality or fiction. Generally the more famous a hero is, the more power that hero has. For instance, a hero like Robin Hood is well known in this world, so his power would be immense as compared to a hero like Sir Galahad, who is not as well known so his power would be drastically weaker than those of Robin Hood. With that out of the way, the story is about a teenage guy named Shirou who is a novice magic user who accidentally summons on of these servants dragging himself into this Holy Grail War.

They created an anime based on this but I haven't watched it yet, but I heard is like a combination of the fate storyline and the unlimited blade works  storyline. They also made a movie called Fate/Stay Night Unlimited Blade Works that follows the storyline of the original Unlimited Blade Works. However, you'd have to play the game to be able to understand it. It's mostly just fight animations which is pretty sick nasty. It's skips many storyline plots and comical scenes. However, it think it's worth watching if you actually completed the Unlimited Blade Works storyline of Fate/Stay Night. There is also a fighting game based on Fate/Stay Night called Fate/Unlimited Codes, it looks pretty awesome, so I'm hoping to get it once I head back home for Winter Break.

 Now next on my list is the happenings of my actual life. Well really right now all i can think about is this Turkey day break. I got drunk first time. Not exactly what I imagined being drunk to be. Oh well, I think I fasted for the entire break. Well, if one doesn't include the food I ate that is. In any case, shit happened. Hey, man why don't you elaborate? What? you want me too? I...really can't. maybe later. I gotta finish this paper that's due in like one hour from now. Maybe next times guys.

tl;dr- GTO is awesome, Fate/Stay Night rocks my socks and shit happened over Turkey Day Break.

undocumented jumper settings

The third week of college has just begun. So far, all is well, I fixed my schedule so i finally got a natural science class in. From the way things are going, I'm most likely going to end up as a physics/math double major. Although I do have hopes of either changing or adding a biochem major onto that. Although the workload would probably kill me, I'd like to believe that I can still do it.

In any case, I have this sharp random pulsating pain right above the right of my ear. It's annoying. For like a second it'll blare in extreme pain every half a second to three minutes. I can barely sleep with this thing going off. Normally I get this thing in the morning and in the back of my head, not right above my right ear several hours before i head off to bed. Ahh, I guess I'll just have to live with it.

Well that's all I have for now. I can't seem to think anymore much aside from this pain in my head. So i guess that'll be all of now. until next time.

School in the mists of an early September dawn

I'm back in college in my dorm now. It's been a fun summer, however much of it won't be missed much. First day back and I'm starting to get back into it. Although one thing I don't like is my classes. There's no science listed in my classes. I need to go and get that fixed as soon as I can. Last  year, at least I had psychology, now I don't even have that. Anyways, That's really all I have for this post, more of a 'oh look guys, i'm still alive' type of thing rather than an actual post, maybe some other time i'll make a real post(?).

The fanthom of Towers

It's August already. Meh, can't really say much about that. Summer is progressing slowly as usual. I got myself a job and started about 2 weeks ago. It's the same job i've always had. People are telling me get a different job, but I really don't care much. It's the same thing I used to do, I'm quite used to it, plus it's quite amazing to see people get like stressed and angry over this job and I'm just calm and laughing at it cause I just don't seem to care much at all. It's about half my waking day working, but i'm fine with that cause it helps me get some form of funding that I need.

A few days before I started working, I picked up Ar Tonelico II: Melody of Metafalica.
Box Art!:

It's an anime styled game released back in 2008. It's a game that's like half rpg and half visual novel. I really liked it. It's basically about this guy who runs around and saves the world. Wait...that sounds just like a generic rpg game. oh well....So much for a review. Okay, well anyways, I thought the background story was kinda nice. It's about this tower called Ar Tonelico and everyone lives in floating land masses high above the clouds and these land masses are somewhat connected to Ar Tonelico. The clouds are known as the sea of Death cause well, if you go in, you kinda die. There's these special humans called reyvateils that helps maintain Ar Tonelico. Since they maintain it, they are able to sing songs and use magic from the magic server thats' inside Ar Tonelico. And by that i meant instead of casting for magic, they sing to use it. Also for some weird reason, the Y chromosome prevents the reyvateil gene so sadly, guys cannot use magic. And the story's about this guy who becomes like the protector of a reyvateil and they journey the world in search for paradise.

So I go onto xkcd once more in like a long time(dam you crappy internet service provider!) and came across this one strip:
Tell me which college this doesn't apply to. I hate it when you go to your college site but take forever to navigate to the said place you want to go to.

Anyways, that's pretty much all of it for today. See you guys some other time. Until my next internet connection.

Mid July Update!

Okay, unlike the past of my summer so far, the time in between here and then can be quite...exciting. Starting off, A few days ago I went down to Boston Chinatown as a sort of a family trip. When we arrived there, It was actually a festival going on. Booths were set up everywhere, the area was very crowded, and to top it off, there was a show in the middle of it all. Being surrounded by orientals everywhere made me feel like I was home. xD
Of course, I couldn't have left without taking some pictures of the show itself. I arrived quite late and left an hour early, so I don't have the entire show down, but I kinda also took the pictures on my crappy phone so don't expect hi-res pics. Well then again, by now I'm sure you all learned not to expect very much from me. ;P

When I got there, they were doing Lion Dances:


After that, they begun showing Tai Chi:


After that they begun showing the fighting styles of Tai Chi:




After al that awesome show of skillz, they went on to show the much more amazing body of steel(or maybe perhaps the neck of steel?):


btw, notice the American flag among all the oriental flag? What's up with that?

After an amazing display of skillz, the next to come were fan dancing:


Then After that kids got on the stage and did a rather cute lion dance:


After that were some rather amazing flag twirling:


Followed by even more fan dancing!:


And then I had to leave :(
Well, at the very least, I had fun. Kinda made my summer worth it. After seeing all that, it made me wonder how awesome our race of the orients really are. We are quite the exotic race, aren't we? Well, maybe except for me xD
Kinda hard being exotic when you can't do anything exotic. Maybe I should pick up a skill or two on my own culture or so.

Well, all in all, I feel like this post is more complete than any of my posts now and ever xD
I have more to say but I cannot remember what they are right now. Maybe later I'll come back to post another time. Until then...enjoy your summer(again)!

[Insert a somewhat creative half-assed title here]

Aand I'm back. Though the internet has been very despising of me lately. Not much has happened in between now and then. Although I did go see The Last Airbender. Now that was a bunch of awesome cgi in one movie. Because of it, i'd gladly go see the other movies that are bound to follow suit after the first book.

Other than that, I've gotten the hang(?) of barchords. And by that I mean not really. I think i'll get there. Eventually. It's gunna be a while before i can play free bird. ;P

Really though, it's a boring summer so far with nothing to entertain me with but insect bites that i'm semi allergic to which causes them to create a blister that can infinitely expand, albeit at a very slow rate. It's a fun summer, if your definition of fun consists of itching, popping blisters, being bored to hell and back, and lacking internet. Well, it's not really that bad...I mean, if it weren't for certain friends here i'd gladly want to be back in college where I really don't have to deal with all these things which i find to be really unnecessary. Either way though, I'm stuck here with no way out till summer comes to it's close.
 Have a better summer than the one i'm having. :/

Password? What Password?

Hey guys, sorry for the month long delay. Having little to no Internet makes it  rather hard to post. Day s have gone and pass. It's rather boring. Went job hunting. Is supposed to get a job near the end of this month/beginning of next month. Not so boring with a job(?). Only net i have is the desktop i have at home, and then it's slow as a cockatrice learning to fly. On top of that, there's a password to 'protect' strange users [i.e. me(?)] from surfing the net. Like google. Bah, i guess i'll find a workaround.

Near the beginning of the summer, i picked up a guitar and started to learn to play the thing. It's going very well. I know some basic chords and can play the bass intro to iron man, although not very well. I also can't seem to hold a chord for long either. I'll get better, I know i'll get better.

As for my project, i'm taking a break from it. I'm out of ideas to finish chapter seven. Or rather, too bored to finish it. If that makes any sense. I did type up the first chapter of ~Fairy Tale~ although the file itself is on my laptop and not this desktop. It seems my laptop won't be seeing any net into i go back to college in the fall. Well, there goes most of my summer? I'm sure there's better things to do.

Well, that's my June update. See you guys in July. Hope you all aren't having as 'great' of a summer as I'm having.

Damage? Hardly. If anything, I'd say I helped him see things more clearly.

It's the weekend before finals. I have a paper that's due on Tuesday about the sociology behind Ice T's song That's how I'm livin'. It's pretty interesting...and the paper would have probably been done along time ago, if i knew how to start this dumb paper. Maybe I should just jump right into it. That's always a good bet. No colloquialisms, that'll kill me. All straight up facts and texts. I think I can pull it off. So far on Monday I have an Austro-German Cultures final which is basically going over the books we read and the different architectures of the time periods. It shouldn't be too hard, for someone who read all the books and paid attention in his class. Unfortunately, I only read a book and a half, and paid attention to like 1/10 of his classes. whoops. Shortly after that I have single variable Calculus but unlike last semester, I plan on getting a 90+ grade instead of a 0. I'm pretty confident in understanding this material. On Tuesday I have my sociology paper in which we have to write a paper on race and class. We get to use our textbook, but I wanna get done with this as soon as I can, so within an hour at least.  Writing so much i'll probably get carpel tunnel. again. Oh well, it shouldn't be too bad, once I finish that Ice T paper, I should have a better understanding of sociology and hopefully I'll get a B+ grade on it. On Wednesday is my psychology exam. Nuff said. After that I'll be done for the school year. Freshman year done and over with. Gunna be going home on Friday and Probably be back home around 6-10 pm. probably tired and full of motion sickness. Oh well, it can't be helped.

On another note, Monday's XKCD i found to be relevantly funny to blogging. And here it is:
Yeah, I LOVE content. Just thought it was rather hilarious.

Different topic, I was surfing the net and I came across this, and by surfing the net, I meant checking my email, O_o. Check it out. You know what this means? Constructs are now possible! We can now manufacture our own living things! wtf?! This makes soo many things that much more weirder! I wonder if we'll eventually be able to make a sentient construct, and if so, I wonder if we can 'wire' it to give it a certain personality...Cause if that's so...We'd be able to do soo much more. Although, I'd like to believe that I played enough video games to consider a possibility of what will hapen cause of this. Racial 'wars' cause the new races would be humans and constructs as opposed to the ethnicity 'war' going on today. There's many possibilities that could arise from this outcome. Heeey....I could make this a storyline on the Eternal Storyline...Yah! it'll be an era where sentient constructs have become an integral part of everyday life, sorta like Xenosaga series and the realians. It would be nice.

Anyways since we got off track into that subject, let's finish off with that. I've almost finished Eternal ~Fairy Tale~. It's really sad, I like it alot. This ideas of the characters are pretty well done I would like to believe. In fact, I did a full drawing of Lei Ying, although I'm not going to post it today, I'm still quite working on it, buffing out the scratches and all. Refining the parts I messed up on, getting the eyes right and all. This is Lei Ying when she's fifteen just finished her first year of high school and is going to the metropolis with Tao. Well that's her attire for that event. I haven't drawn Tao at that age yet but I'll get to it after my finals.

Well, imma go back to procrastinating right now. Wish me luck on my exams. :D

You do realize that makin' out in front of them kinda freaks em out.

Hi all. It's been  a while since my last post.

Not much really has happened in between now and then. I am quite close to finishing Eternal ~Fairy Tale~ though. Maybe I should make a separate blog for it, like I did for -The Forgotten-, the story itself is most likely going to be 7 chapters long. ~Fairy Tale~ is basically a prequel to -The Forgotten- As we get to learn a bit more about Tao's past. Also, this really have let develop Tao a bit more so that the next chapter in -The Forgotten- can be played out a bit better as well as the rest of -The Forgotten-.

Lately I've been watching and playing random flash games and watching the amazingness in them. It's really gotten me into the whole flash thing. But I kinda need to work on it alot more before I can actually do anything with it. First I should actually sit down sometime and actually draw something by hand, in as much details as I can. Somehow find a way to scan it then flashitize it. Shouldn't be too hard. I think I have a semi-scanner back home so when I go back, I should be able to get this down.

Also on Wednesday, I kinda hung out with some friends in my dormitory on the first floor lounge and we played some magic and watched some animes. It was fun, the game was a three person magic game. I was down to my last turn of living, only three lands out, a bunch of 3 costing cards in my hand, some goblin war strikes, and a fiery gambit. I played the fiery gambit and said "It's all down to luck." Called it three times and won all there times. I drew three brightstone ritual giving me enough mana to cast everything in my hand. Then after playing almost everything but the war strikes, I played an empty the warrens, throwing onto the field 12 1/1 goblin tokens. I had about 18 goblins out. I goblin war striked both of them for death. I won. Fiery Gambit is really a coin flip. three times. That card is just plain out awesome. One day, I'll probably make a coin flipping deck and lose miserably cause i can.

Well it's basically down to the last week of classes. I'm glad. Some of my friends have already got out of college and it already vacationing. lucky them. But really, the only thing I  have to worry about is the essay for my sociology class, I'm hoping to at least pass that class at this point. It cannot be helped I suppose, is about time I get started on the darned thing, although I'm pretty much screwed on it. I'll just do what I can and hope for the best?

Well that's enough of a post for today. No pictures, so now it seems more like a wall of text.  Oh well, perhaps I can get some pictures by the next time I post. Until next time I suppose.

You not going to catch up standing there thinking about it. Just put on some pants first.

So, it's a Tuesday, Figured this could use an update. I still havent figured out the whole key frame thing and it's gunna have to wait. Today I have to finish signing up for classes and do my housing selection and write an essay and finish my math assignments and read a book. All for tomorrow. Fun. Well either way, I've been having quite a good day today.

Right now i'm just procrastinating but i'll get around to doing my work soon. Arrrggghhh. 23 hours to do all this in is not enough time x_X. Well, what's the worst that can happen?

Anyways, i'm going to delay the next chapter of Eternal -The Forgotten- to start on the prequel to that. It's called Eternal -Fairy Tale-. It's the story of Tao when he first moved to Thrym. Much of his past is revealed which i would think would give me a much better understanding of what I want him to be. I might want to upload the first chapter soon in that case. I've already written quitte the few chapters on it since I really like the storyline behind it. No rpg elements, no fantasy, it's just fiction. Of course, Tao's a little bit of a mary sue, but I think that it'll add to his character and make the story that much more interesting.

Right now i have my head phones on and I'm blasting the song 'Happy Birthday To You You' by YUI. It's a good feeling. Maybe I should post a link to her song, but i'm not sure if you guys will like it, so I won't. Why Am I listening to this? Cause as of today, i'm one year older. Go me. Anyways, since i'm not going to post the song, i'll just post the translated lyrics instead. It's a song that's worth being played all day non stop today. lmao.

'Happy Birthday to You You - YUI

Happy Birthday to you you Happy Birthday to you you
I'll send a birthday song to you, ok?
Sorry, try to act surprised.. I'm glad we met on this special day
The flames on the candles are extinguished, let's make a toast, CONGRATS!


Happy Birthday to you you Happy Birthday to you you
Happy Birthday to you you I thank you all the time!
Happy Birthday to you you Happy Birthday to you you
I'll send a birthday song to you, ok?

One thing that's always close is a special dream.. I wish you'd let me listen
I wish you the best from now on.. you also have presents, CONGRATS!

Happy Birthday to you you Happy Birthday to you you
Happy Birthday to you you I thank you all the time!
Happy Birthday to you you Happy Birthday to you you
I'll send a birthday song to you, ok?

After this, we'll be together even on the difficult days
So, at your age, do you want to go?

Happy Birthday to you you Happy Birthday to you you
Happy Birthday to you you I thank you all the time!
Happy Birthday to you you Happy Birthday to you you
I'll send a birthday song to you, ok?

One thing that's always close is a special dream.. I wish you'd let me listen
I wish you the best from now on.. you also have presents, CONGRATS!'

Even if it's a lie I'm still able to continue believing it

So, after wanderings on Newgrounds for a while, I came to decide maybe I should try some flash. Anyways, what newgrounds is, is basically a place where people with too much  free time gather and upload and review flash contents, whether it be games or movies, or whatever. Generally each of every genres are there. There's comedy, there's action, there's storylines, I bet if you even looked, you could probably even find some tragic romances in there. After about a few days of trying, I finally came up with this:


It's Gades! As a nopperabo! I'm not any good with faces yet so i'm slowly getting there. Eventually one day I'll get the faces down, then after that I'll get to the coloring. Also, I figured out How to upload pictures and 'transfer' them to the flash so I could 'trace' them (doing free hand in flash is hard!(But better than free hand in ms paint!)).

Anyways, I've had quite the day today, nothing to kick start the day by watching a fellow college student act like an eight year old. That really brought up my spirits. From there I knew today was going to be a good day. And we also didn't have austro german today either so that means no exam! although that means there'll be an exam on monday instead(bleh). I have to write a draft of a paper for socio that's due on wednesday, but i've got time till then. We also have a new professor for our psych class. He seems pretty crude at first, but slowly became quite kick ass. Can't be kick ass without being crude, now can you? And in math we did nothing significant. It was a good day.

Although my game got canceled today, we watched Last Exile instead. It's an anime based on the 'steam punk' world. Gave me an idea for what could be an era within the world of Grimnismal. A world influenced by steam punk. It could be like the era after the modern era and before the sci fi era. Hah, that'd be amazing. Then after the sci fi era, could be the primitive era cause the world likes to blow itself up or something ridiculous like that.

Well anyways, back to my flashing. Maybe i'll one day, actually figure out how to make a movie out of it and make like a 30sec clip and upload to newgrounds and hopefully start to earn some reputation there. It's a small dream, but going for and achieving a small dream is better than spending a whole lifetime on a big dream only to never achieve it. Reality is a bitch. When you realize that, you begin to realize just how futile some dreams can be.

But there is no "perfect someone"

Is bored. Is very bored. I went on a rampage then surfing the net being bored. Flash games are fun, for the moment, until you spend like 10 mins into it and unlocked and completed everything in it. So i decided to try to create some flash of my own. Failed miserably. Imma try to keep it up though. I know that eventually i'll get the hang of this program.

Also in my rampant boredom, I went music hunting. I needed some more chinese music on my playlists.  So i found Guang Liang. A cpop singer. Appearently has a really high selling album. So I got that one. Listening to Tong Hua right now. Is considered one of the best songs in china, or something like that. I can see why though. Is such a tragic song. Reminds me of Good-bye Days, which is also another song sung by one of my favorite artist.

I still dunno what am I going to do with my life yet. In today's world, the one thing that will define us most is our jobs. "What do you do for a living?" A rather frequent question asked when meeting strangers. Currently I think if i work hard enough in the science dept. I might be able to get somewhere. I'm probably going to end up in the social sciences or the actual sciences. So if I take the right amount of courses per semester, I might be able to take a course in every one of the sciences possible, and therefore become a 'scientist' in every sense of the word! Ha, never gunna happen. Too much math involved, and papers. And readings. And work in general.

Anyways, I've gotten somewhere in my Eternal Storyline. I should start making the storyline between Tao and Yi Ming. Well, maybe I should change her name to Lei Ying. I much perfer that name and plus, there's an underlying joke in that name as well. It's gunna have many influences from taiyou no uta. None of that mystical 'rpg' element. It's gunna be a simple story told as if it was in modern times, but on the world of Grimnismal instead. It's going to be a small short and sweet story. Well, not so sure about that sweet part. But it should be about the lenth of a two hour movie or so. I should get started on that, shouldn't I?

Meh, I guess that just about does it for my blog. Such an uninteresting life. I need a little bit more spice in it. Unfortunately, the spices i've been picking up seem to be not the kind of spice I wanted. Guess I just have to live with it. Meh, life's average. Well, I'll be around some other time.

Gah, what am I thinking? This isn't a game.

Hi guys, I started on my next chapter so far, it's spanning out pretty well. Takes place on a ghost town college campus. (But then again, so is like 70% of this world). Anyways, there quite the references in this chapter, i'm quite happy with one of my references which happens to be a mgs reference. I like it and think it's quite funny and ridiculous at the same time. I might have started the random appearance of a character who's going to appear in EVERY eternal storyline. Phil Phillington. In -The Forgotten-, he appears as a zombie that Tao ends up killing, and he's going to make many random cameos throughout the series in a subtly manner albeit his many random appearances cause they're that subtle.

Anyways my psych class got canceled today so i got this block off free, and i'm spending some of it blogging on here. Go me. I think i can keep up my grades if a try nuff. Things seem to be lose at the seams for the moment but i'm slowly getting it all together now. I just have to pull a few more strings here and there and I should get out of this semester unscathed.

And there was this one day where i was surrounded by weird people. They were kinda weird, that's when i kinda thought, wow, i'm glad those guys aren't my friends or i'd have a very serious problems. Kinda makes you appreciate the living status you're in, right? One can only suppose.

I also need a real life picture of myself uploaded by me. I think i might make one of my friends take a snapshot of me on my phone. As that is the only camera i have that works. The rest are either doesn't exist or is broken. Maybe I'll be able to get a good picture of myself, hah, but on this not so amazing phone, it probably won't. Go figure. Well until, I can get that picture [new goal btw], I'll see you guys around.

Simple is best. Overdo it and you just end up feeling guilty.

Finally got the sixth chapter in Eternal -The Forgotten- done and uploaded. Notepad didn't want to work with me so I had to manually type it out as opposed to copying and pasting it. Ah oh well, so bored that it didn't really matter that much. I really enjoyed typing out that sixth chapter and it was quite amusing. I think i've found time in some of my classes to write my story in. On paper. Yes, this seems like a long an complicated process with many unnecessary steps, but hey, if not this way, then it'd probably never get done. I mean, look at it, the gap in between ch.5 and ch.6 is six months. Yeah, that's not happening again.

I keep this up and I might end up like Fred Gallagher of MegaTokyo. I mean, not that it's a bad thing, it's just the updates kinda take forever. It's like one strip a week. I quote my friend, "Oh, how the mighty have fallen." I still like it, I think it's a great storyline, just the only thing that's bothering me is the updating speed, but is of minor consequence to me though.

And I digress. Anyways, chapter seven is going to be more storyline related and less of a comic relief that had absolutely nothing to do with the storyline, just a fun side event that happens. There'll be plenty of those throughout the Eternal project.

Well this isn't so much an update as much as it is about the Eternal Project. Oh well, my next post should be more 'interesting'. And by interesting i will most likely mean absolutely boring. Fun. Well, I'm out for now. Till next time.

Because that's all they want to see. No one ever looks past it.

Hey guys. sorry for the not posting for a whole month thing. I've been busy with classes and study and my social life. Barely have any time to sit down and blog. Well as of right now, all  i can say is that my tooth hertz. alot. Trying to numb out the pain by causing more of it in that general location. Seems to be half working. I don't think i'll be going outside my dorm much today. Plus, I still have quite the amount of work left to do.

Yesterday there was a Magic: The Gathering  tourney organized by the gaming club(us). There was only 2 people who showed up who was not in gaming club. I was in it, but the deck i used was an unmodified starter pack while just about everyone else's was a specialized deck. Unfortunately I was up against a mill deck which is basically a destroy ur deck deck. Since mine was an unmodded starters deck, it only had 45 cards, I got wrecked easy against that deck. Well, it was fun though. It was the best 2/3 rounds and I got to win the 2nd round cause my opponent had really unlucky hand + draws.

That's basically all I have to say for now. In any way, i'll see you guys around.

Your life is yours to live, no one can live it for you, so get out and do something for yourself.

Was surfing the net when i found this quote, means alot doesn't it? Definitly something that possesses the potential to change the perspective of a person's life.

One of my fav. artist(well, apparently it's the one all my friends hates(oh wait...that's all my fav.artists)) released a single recently. The single's called Gloria. Was reading on the net about this single when I came across the quote:
"GLORIA? men, i can't stop but think about the evil president here in our country... tsk."
 Pretty amazing, right? Well, I'm not so sure if our president is really evil, but it sure does make me laugh a little.

My sociology class was canceled today which was nice because we don't do anything in that class but take notes on the lectures. Not that fun. Next i have Austro-German culture, which is...basically the same thing...Then Psychology class, which is also the same thing...and then single variable calculus, which is also the same thing...
Dang...well at least calculus is math so in that sense we actually have to think in that class. So it's like the only class where we get to actually think.

 On other subjects, I've finally gotten around to writing the background story on Lacan, I think it's going pretty well. I know for sure I'll incorporate Lacan into my 'Eternal' storyline. He seems like too good of a character to pass up. Once i finish him, I'll begin to think which storyline he'll fit best into.

Well so much for a blog post. Well i guess this post more to let you guys know that I'm still alive. Oh well, i might make another blog post some other time updating on my current but however pointless situation. oh well. see you guys around (maybe).

Are you going to admire the filename or click on it to check out the goods?

Hey guys. It's Saturday. Aaand that means it's a non posting date today! =D

But really no, seriously. Sorry about missing the posts over the past week...things....are getting...interesting. VERY interesting. Apparently in my math class, we have this final project due. It can be group or individual. I chose to do mine individually because sometimes the people I work with in groups get in my way and slows down the entirety of my project. Anyways, I'm doing coding and apparently it can get very interesting. Coding is more complicated than what i originally thought it to be.

Eternal definitely has progressed quite a bit...in my head. I still need to get around to writing all the little bits down. Living in a college surrounding really has definitely expanded my horizons on reality. Thus I'll be able to incorporate that much more 'real' in my storylines. MPD is quite the mysterious thing. I've already incorporated that into my storyline. It's actually pretty exciting. Now all I have to do is actually get to writing the story.

So, I finally worked up the will to talk to that girl. It went very well actually. I am actually amazed and proud of myself. The girl also seemed to welcome my talking to her. It was quite enjoyable to say the least. I suppose things can only get better from here on out. hopefully. But wouldn't this also arise to newer problems? i can already see a few. Man, it's just one thing after another. Oh well. I'll face it when the time comes. I can't really plan for when these things happen so i'm going to have to be a quick thinker on my feet. And that's not exactly my defining trait. Oh well. Whatever happens, I'm sure it'll just add to the experience.

Well, I better get back to working on my project. It's due on thursday. And so far i don't have a single thing done yet. oh well. I'm sure we're bound to get this done by then. See you guys around.

Can't you see that we can see through your little games?

Hey guys. Sorry for completely not posting for a week. Nothing really happened for me to make a sufficient post. oh well. Well i'm just posting to make sure that I'm alive. I have been thinking about my Eternal storyline. It's going pretty well too. I should write them all down before i forget though.

So far i have came up with a new character. He's named Lacan and he plays the opposite side of Tao. A bit insane, a bit psychopathic. But more rational and logical than anyone can actually be. While his common sense may be a bit dangling, his mental powers sure isn't. Although he doesn't seem that tough, he is, infact, stronger than most in this universe. Being able to generate and manipulate mental energy and manifest it into a physical form. Also he has this one special thing about him...But that little bit is a spoiler. One quote that I'll have for him will be, "What is this? Is this fear?! Is the mere sight of me enough to cause fear in you?! AHahahAHhaHHahAha!! AHAhaaHAaha! yeess, that's right...fear me...hate me!"

well, I'm still developing the entire storyline as a whole. And i kinda have to go now. Oh well, suppose I'll be back soon. Don't worry, i'm still alive. See you guys around.

But if you look, you'll find a way no one ever sees. Because no one ever looks.

Hey guys. Nothing particularly exciting happened over the time in between my post yet. However, I'm deciding what should my power be in the x-men game i'm playing. I'm thinking of having elemental powers and another power to complement it. Nothing like engulfing your fist in fire as you punch someone. now that's a Falcon Punch.

Things are starting to get a little bit more interesting here at college. But before i tell you guys about it, I first have to achieve that state of interestingness, so hold on to your pc. How much more interesting can it get? hopefully it wont be over before i begin. again.

My Eternal Project so far isn't going anywhere. I should start it up again. I really need to work on it. So far I've came up with another character. It's going to be Tao in another reality. Yes, in one of the storylines, the main character will jump realities and live in this reality solving some of it's problems in order to return to thier own reality. Actually, I think I might wanna call this one Eternal -Project Phantom Persona-, yeah, cause then it'll involve my phantom persona theory and actually get people thinking about it. It really is quite the creepy concept after all.

but as of right now, I gotta finish -The Forgotten-, I might want to make one called -Curse of Saeming- to explain and go into more depth about the Saeming and how Yi Ming came to get that curse. Hmm, perhaps the -Curse of Saeming- can be the story of Mark and the Mardol. Now wouldn't that be exciting? I suppose the Forgotten can be on about the 1/3 mark of the time line. That means Tao will, actually that's kinda like a spoiler. So nevermind xP

Anyways It was nice getting to make a post like this again. I really want to finish the Eternal Project but I have a feeling that this project is going to take more than all I can put into it during my time at college. I mean, after all, it took me 5 whole years to just finish one storyline of the Eternal Project. I have decided to name that storyline "Eternal -Legend of the Fried Fish-". Why? Because I can. I has absolutely nothing to do with fried fish at all, but hey, look at the bright side, it's quite original and not very corny.

Also you guys remember the one storyline that included Both Akira and Lin Kai? Well I think I'll call that Storyline "Eternal -Color of Tears-". It's supposed to be a storyline that has many points of Drama in it as well as..well...tons of drama. I mean, In a world where all you see is just shades of gray, can you really tell me, what the color of tears are? It's a really sad storyline. Exciting, but sad, interesting, but sad. Happy, but sad. It is this game that says,"Life is shit." It's also the one that says [and I quote] "Nothing in the real world can live up to what I feel on the inside, so we just find the little happiness that appears in our lives." Yeah it's gunna slightly be based on megatokyo.

And the one right after -The Forgotten- will be "Eternal -Dualight- It's the storyline that is Based on Alphonse and Ji Sun. Why did they come down to the earth? Why are they helping Tao out? What is their ultimate goal? Their purpose? It'll answer all questions about the involvement of higher powers in this realms of the living. The Dualight, As the title says, is one of the things the story surrounds itself upon. What is the Dualight? The Dualight is an Orb unfused with God powers to control the weather. Sandstorm, blizzard, hurricanes, draughts, anykind of weather condition, the Dualight can do. However, i'll let you guys speculate on what that can do.

that's about it for my wall of text, well, i guess I better get started on my Eternal Project, otherwise it'll never get done. See you guys around in any other case. And i'll let you guys in on my achievements as I unlock them.
[Acheivement unlocked: You have left your house]

Nothing in the real world ever lives up to what you feel in the inside

I can't seem to feel anything on the inside. I think it's like a mix of emotions. It's all mixed up really bad. I don't know what should I feel. Sad, happy, excited, mad, angry, joyful, I don't know. It's wierd. Nothing seems to be helping either. I want to make this feeling go away, but it just won't. Why is this happening now. It's not anything like I felt before. It's...just nothing. Nothing. It's weird. I'm probably going to speculate on what it could be. I don't know where anything is anymore. I think I might have messed up somewhere. I hate my life. Why does these things happen to me? All I need is alittle courage, a little magic, a little me. There it is, it's a yakusoku between me. I know this is a very short post, but I can't seem to do anything right now. My heart feels like it has stopped. Was it an overload of emotions? I hope not. I want to keep typing but I'm afraid i have run out of words. No words can say what this is.

Midnight Madness IV

Yes, tis' as I ph33rd. Another midnight madness. I've been up this entire time trying to install windows 7 onto my laptop. It's gunna have to wait quite the while though. It's always unsuccessful. Oh well. Once I do get it up and running though, it should make my life alittle bit easier.

I came back from hanging out with some of my friends who live in a totally different dorm. I should move over there. However, I cannot. I talked with the guy in charge and appearently, the only open spot is with a guy i do not want to room with, so in other words, I'm stuck on the singles list for the new res. Oh well.

Created a goblin rogue in a Pathfinders game. Sounds pretty awesome. i decided that goblins are amazing creatures. Shifty little things are they. bleh, I guess that's enough about games for now. No one seems to like it when I  talk about games. I guess it's because I get way to hardcore about them all. Oh well, I suppose it just can't be helped.

Aaand now fro the part of this blog that you guys been waiting for..!
So, remember that look alike that I mentioned before in my previous post that was quite the while ago? Yeah, appearently she's in my math class. The one class I'm taking right now. She's in it. Shoot me now. Well, I guess it cannot be helped. My life sucks, hard. I really should talk to her, this is college I live in now. Not high school. Things are waay different here. It's nicer for one thing. I can't be a silly first grader anymore. I'm beyond that, or at least, I hope so. Gawd, they're so similar, but that's only by looks I suppose. And that coat. That coat, I swear, are the exact same coats. What makes this even more sad is that I don't even know this person's name. I guess that's my goal by the end of j-term. Ask her for her name. xD. God, I feel so sad and pathetic. Oh well, It just can't be helped. Just hold myself and be the balance I need to keep me from falling over.

I may be sad and pathetic, but at least i see through my own eyes, I have to find the courage in me to actually pull this off. Remember Emil, Courage is the magic that turns dreams into reality.

Well, I better finish my homework and try to get windows 7 working on my laptop. I guess i'll see you guys around.

Winter Break Aftermath

Hey guys, sorry, i was away for so long. The Internet at my house was kinda horrible. Oh well. I did however run through Xenosaga ep. one once more as opposed to tos:donw. I guess i just wasn't up to doing another tales of game. bleh. I did however come to the conclusion of the 'id' of Rubedo would easily be Albedo. I would say more, but that'll just be a spoiler. Xenosaga is such a great game. So many Nietzsche and Freud references.

Anyways J-term began and I am getting back settled in. I'm planning on moving to new res as soon as i can. Apparently there's 2 singles open on the third floor right near Robert. fun. I should go right now too. But i'll go a little bit later. Can't wait to get out of smith. I'm going to need another light source of some kind though. The room lights are only at the entrance of the room. I mean, really guys? is that really necessary?

On another note, I can use my goblin dude in D&D! [insert random chain of profanity here] YEAH! haha, okay, maybe that was a little bit of an over reaction. just a little bit.

Finally, I got back into my old Deckard fanaticism. It's the coolness of the Deckard. And the blue. And that Deckard is fun saying. Anyways, that probably all I have. See you guys around.